I felt, now that I was once more conscious of any sort of feeling, very
far from well. My head was splitting. Everything was dancing before my
eyes. I sank back on my pillow with a groan. The doctor laid his hand
upon my brow. It felt beautifully soft and cool. He said something to
my wife; then he went. Lucy went with him, I presume, to see him out.
Presently my wife returned. She did not even glance at me as she
passed. Going straight to the other side of the room, she began busying
herself with something on the dressing-table. I might not have been
there for all the notice she took of me. I could not make her demeanour
out at all. Indeed, the whole proceedings were mysterious to me. She
was wont to be so solicitous when I was ill.
"What's the time?" I asked.
"Half-past four."
That was all she said. She never turned her head to say that. The
silence became oppressive. "How long have I been lying here?"
"It's an hour since the cabman rang the bell."
"The cabman?" It all came back to me with a rush. The appearance of the
apparition--the face I had seen gleaming at me through the darkness;
the sudden blank which followed. I half rose in bed. "Has she gone?" I
cried.
Then Lucy did turn round. Words came from between her lips as if they
were icicles.
"Mr. Tennant, to whom are you alluding as 'she'? Have you not yet
grasped the fact that you are in the presence of your wife?"
Then I perceived that I was misunderstood. I lay down again. Seldom had
I felt so ill. I closed my eyes; even then I saw things dancing about.
This unkindness of Lucy's was the final straw. I could have cried.
"My dear, why do you speak to me like that? What has happened?"
"I will tell you what has happened. I can quite understand how it is
you do not know. You came home, Mr. Tennant, in such a condition that
when you got out of the cab which brought you, you could not stand. Had
the cabman not been a good Samaritan you might have lain in the gutter
till the milkman came. If the milkman had found you it would, of
course, have been pleasant both for your wife and family. I thought you
were dead. I sent for Dr. Ferguson; but, when he came, he informed me
that you were only"--what a stress she laid upon the adverb!--"drunk."
I knew that she misjudged me--that she had not even an inkling of the
situation I was in. But at that moment I could not even hint at it. She
went on--
"I don't know, Mr. Tennant, how much money you went out with. You have
come back with 1s. 3d. in your pockets."
That "Good Samaritan" of a cabman must have robbed me. I felt sure that
I had more than 1s. 3d. when I got into his cab.
"You have broken your watch; you have spoiled your clothes, and you
appear to have either given away or lost your hat. The cabman said that
you were not wearing one when you engaged him."
That I could hardly believe. What could I have done with it? It seemed
incredible that I could have driven to Hackney and back without a hat.
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