I made up my mind that I would. I had only just lighted a cigar. I had
not looked at her as she came up the platform, to notice what kind of
person she was. I had been too much engaged with Jack and George. I
turned to her, raising my hat as I did so.
"May I ask if you object to----"
I had got so far; but I got no farther. She looked at me, and, as she
did so, and I saw her face clearly, and met her eyes, my blood went
cold in my veins.
The woman at the other end of the carriage was either Nelly, or Nelly's
ghost. If she was her ghost, then she was the most substantial ghost I
had ever heard of. And yet I had to stare at her for some moments in
stupefied silence before I could believe that she was not a ghost.
Before I could believe that she was genuine flesh and blood.
She struck me as being as much surprised at seeing me as I was at
seeing her--and, at first at any rate, not much better pleased. We
stared at each other as if we were moonstruck. She was the first to
find her voice--she always was quicker, in every sense of the word,
than I am.
"Tom!" she said. Then gave a sort of gasp.
"Nelly!" It was all I could do to get her name to pass my lips.
I am not going to enter into details as to what I said to her, and as
to what she said to me. Nothing pleasant was said on either side. When
a man meets a woman, even after a separation of seven years and more,
who has wronged him as Ellen Howth, as she was named when I first knew
her, had wronged me, he is not likely to greet her with sugared
phrases, especially when he has had every reason to suppose that his
prayers have been answered, and that she is dead. When I saw that she
had tricked me, for the thousand-and-first time, and that she was not
dead, as I have written, my blood went cold. When it warmed, it was not
with love for her.
We quarrelled, as we had done many and many a time before. She had been
drinking. She was always bad enough when sober; when not sober she was
infinitely worse. Every moment I expected her to assail me with
personal violence. She threatened to, over and over again. I feared
that there would be some outrageous scene in the railway carriage.
Fearing this, and the scandal which such a thing would necessarily
entail, I formed a wild resolution. I determined that, even while the
train continued to fly through the air, I would leave the compartment
in which she was, and at any and every risk seek refuge in an adjoining
one.
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