India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Simla (India) -- Fiction
People are often removed from their proper social spheres in this world
and placed in others which they think lower and generally less worthy
of them. Their distant and haughty behaviour under these circumstances
is rather, I am afraid, like my own conduct at present, down in the
world as I am and reduced to the society of a garden. I, too, have
been looking about me with contemptuous indifference, returning no
visits, though quantities of things have been coming up to see me,
and perpetually referring to the superior circles I moved in when I
knew better days and went out to dinner. You may notice, however, that
such persons generally end by condescending to the simpler folk they
come to live among; it is dull work subsisting upon the most glorious
reminiscences and much wiser to become the shining ornament of the
more limited sphere to which one may be transferred. That is the course
I am considering, for whom cards of invitation are dead letters, and
to whom the gay world up here will soon refer I have no doubt, as the
late Mrs. Tiglath-Pileser who chose so singularly to bestow her remains
in a garden, though I am really alive and flourishing there. I can
never be the shining ornament of my garden because nature intended
otherwise and there is too much competition, but I may be able to exert
an improving influence. It is not impossible, either, that I may find
the horticultural class about me more interesting than I find myself.
I have been accustomed to speak with quite the ordinary contempt of
persons who have “no resources within themselves”--in future I shall
have more sympathy and less ridicule for such. I should rather like to
know what one is expected to possess in the way of “resources” tucked
away in that vague interior which we are asked to believe regularly
pigeon-holed and alphabetically classified. We do believe it--by an
effort of the imagination--but only try, on a fine day out-of-doors, to
rummage there. Your boasted brain is a perfect rag-bag, a waste-paper
basket, a bran pie from which you draw at hazard an article value a
penny-ha’penny. This is disappointing and humiliating when both you and
your family believe that you have only to think in order to be quite
indifferent to the world and vastly entertained. “Resources” somehow
suggests the things one has read, and I know I depended largely upon
certain poets, not one of whom will come near me unless I go personally
and bring him from the bookshelves in his covers. Pope for one--why
Pope I cannot say, unless because he would blink and cough and be
fundamentally miserable in a garden--great breadths of Pope I thought
would visit me in quotation. Not a breadth. Immortals of earlier and
later periods are equally shy; I catch at their fluttering garments and
they are off, leaving a rag in my hand. Only that agreeable conceit of
Marvell’s comes and stays,
“Annihilating all that’s made
To a green thought in a green shade,”
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