India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Simla (India) -- Fiction
and I am ashamed to look it in the face--I have positively worked it to
death.
Apply within for lofty sentiments or profound conclusions, the result
is the same: these things fly the ardent seeker and only appear when
you are not looking for them. Instead you find shreds of likes and
dislikes, the ghost of an opinion you held last week, a desire to know
what time it is. My regrettable experience is that you can explore the
recesses of your soul out-of-doors in much less than a week if you put
your mind to it, with surprise and indignation that you should find so
little there.
“You beat your pate and fancy wit will come;
Knock as you please, there’s nobody at home.”
Dear me, there’s Mr. Pope, and very much, as usual, to the point! No,
resources are things you can lay your hands upon, and I have come to
believe that they are all in the house.
Everything is up and showing, the garden is green with promise, but
very few things are quite ready for my kind advances; very few things
are out. What a pretty idea, by the way, in that common little word
as the flowers use it! Out of the damp earth and the green sheath,
out into the sun with the others, out to meet the bees and to snub
the beetles,--oh, _out_! When young girls emerge into the world they
too are “out”--the word was borrowed, of course, from the garden; its
propriety is plain. Thisbe, I remember, is out this season; but I do
not see anything in the borders exactly like Thisbe. Doubtless later on
her prototype will come, in June I think, unfolding a pink petal-coat.
There is no hurry; it is yet only the second week in April and these
grey mountains are still delicate and dim under the ideal touch of the
wild apricot and plum. The borders may be empty, but there is sweet
vision to be had by looking up, and just a hint of nature’s possible
purposes with a khud. It now occurs to me that there ought to be clouds
and clouds of this pink and white blossoming all about the house,
behind as well as before, on each of our several declivities,--there
ought to be and there is not. I remember now why there is not. One
crisp morning last autumn Tiglath-Pileser, who is a practical person,
was struck by the fact, though it is not a new one, that wild fruit
trees may be made to cultivate fruit by the process of grafting, and
announced his intention to graft largely. “Think,” said he, “of the
satisfaction of being able to write home to England that you are
gathering from your own trees quantities of the greengages which they
pay tenpence a pound for and place carefully in tarts!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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