"There is one illusion gone," said Cicely, in all the seriousness of
sixteen. "I have always been cherishing the idea that when we were quite
grown up, instead of going out for governesses or anything of that sort,
we might keep together, Mab, and take care of papa."
"But then," said Mab, "what would you have done with Mrs. St. John? I
don't see that the babies make much difference. _She_ is there to take
care of papa."
On this Cicely gave an indignant sigh, but having no answer ready held
her peace.
"For my part, I never thought of that," said Mab. "I have always thought
it such a pity I am not a boy, for then I should have been the brother
and you the sister, and I could have painted and you could have kept my
house. I'll tell you what I should like," she continued, raising herself
on her elbow with the excitement of the thought; "I should like if we
two could go out into the world like Rosalind and Celia.
'Were it not better,
Because that I am more than common tall,
That I did suit me all points like a man?'"
"But you are not more than common tall," said Cicely, with unsympathetic
laughter; "you are a little, tiny, insignificant thing."
Mab dropped upon her pillow half-crying. "You have no feeling," she
said. "Aunt Jane says I shall go on growing for two years yet. Mamma
did----"
"If you please," said Cicely, "you are not the one that is like mamma."
This little passage of arms stopped the chatter. Cicely, penitent, would
have renewed it after an interval, but Mab was affronted. Their father's
marriage, however, made a great difference to the girls, even before the
appearance of the "second family;" the fact that he had now another
housekeeper and companion, and was independent of them affected the
imagination of his daughters, though they were scarcely conscious of it.
They no longer thought of going home, even for the longer holidays; and
settling down at home after their schooling was over had become all at
once impossible. Not that this change led them immediately to make new
plans for themselves; for the youthful imagination seldom goes so far
unguided except when character is very much developed; and the two were
only unsettled, uneasy, not quite knowing what was to become of them; or
rather, it was Cicely who felt the unsettledness and uneasiness as to
her own future. Mab had never had any doubt about hers since she was ten
years old. She had never seen any pictures to speak of, so that I
cannot say she was a heaven-born painter, for she scarcely understood
what that was. But she meant to draw; her pencil was to be her
profession, though she scarcely knew how it was to be wielded, and thus
she was delivered from all her sister's vague feelings of uncertainty.
Mab's powers, however, had not been appreciated at first at school,
where Miss Maydew's large assertions as to her niece's cleverness had
raised corresponding expectations. But when the drawing-master came with
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