‘It is because we are kept under lock and key that we don’t care what
we do. We feel we are unjustly treated, and that we have a perfect
right to cheat, and lie, and prevaricate. It is the only means of
retaliation we have. Oh, I wonder if the time will ever come when we
shall get fair play.’
‘No, it will not; I can tell you that much. No man or woman, from the
Queen down to the beggar who spends the night on a doorstep, gets fair
play. There isn’t a single human being in all the world who hasn’t been
kept back from doing all he might by other people, or by circumstances
of one sort or another. This place is meant for a struggle; and the
only way to get through it comfortably is to cultivate a taste for
struggling.’
‘I’m sure you know you needn’t say that to me, Mr. Clausen.’
‘Yes, you struggle a little--too much, in fact; for the secret of all
success is to discern the difference between the possible and the
impossible. Turn your back on the impossible, and make steadily for the
possible.’
‘O Mr. Clausen, how wise you sound now! I wish I had been there to see
when you were young.’
‘I wish you had. You would no doubt have found me quite foolish enough
to please you then.’
‘And did you turn your back on the impossible?’
‘Yes.’
‘And are you glad you did?’
‘No.’
‘Ah, I knew that.’
‘It is perfectly true, a temptation resisted gives you no pleasure; but
that does not prevent a temptation yielded to giving you an inevitable
retribution.’
‘Oh, that sounds so like a copy-book, I am sure it can’t be true.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Mr. Clausen, can’t you understand what it is when a girl grows up and
finds out bit by bit everything she has been taught and told is a pack
of lies.’
‘But surely your mother----’
‘No, no, it isn’t my mother; it’s the governesses, it’s the nurses,
it’s the silly novels, it’s other girls. It makes me shudder when I
think what a world of shams I’m living in, and what a sham I am myself.’
‘My dear child, I fear I have only one consolation to offer you, and
that is, that you would shudder a good deal more if you for one moment
saw the truths which underlie these shams.’
‘You talk as if the world was a pest-house. Surely we are some of us
beautiful; we are not all diseased and horrible.’
‘One hears a good deal about the beauty of life; but I am very much
afraid you will find in the long run that the beauty of life is like
the beauty of a lady’s complexion--very fleeting, or else sham.’
‘There I have cornered you, Mr. Clausen. There’s a beauty about a
gypsy’s skin which isn’t fleeting, and which is very real; and it is
beautiful, just because it is exposed to the sun and the rain. In a
word, freedom is beauty, and gives beauty.’
‘Well, perhaps there’s something in what you say; but I don’t think
you’d find gypsies very satisfactory companions at close quarters.’
‘I should like to get a chance of seeing for myself.’
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