‘Take my advice, and don’t. I am sure your tastes are too fastidious
for such realities as that,’ said Mr. Clausen, laughing. Here the rest
of the party came up, conversation ceased, and chatter reigned in its
stead.
* * * * *
Lady Geraldine’s mind was much perturbed by her conversation with
Clausen. She doubted Travers, but felt she must see him, she must
get some sort of proof herself. Poor girl! after all her outcry, she
was only a very ordinary woman, wrapped up in her own little chaos
of emotions and foolish little thoughts. She thought it would be
a splendid thing to sacrifice herself for love. Mediocrity was her
bugbear, just as it has been the bugbear of thousands of other mediocre
people, and she was ready to take the most desperate measures to escape
from it. The only way she could think of to show how different she was
from the rest of her sex was to cultivate her instincts and let them
lead her whither they would. To overcome the world and remain a slave
to your own passions has been the ideal of all the splendid failures of
history, but she only recognised their splendour, and did not stop to
consider their defeat. So, with her mind strung up to a high pitch of
romantic passion, Lady Geraldine went to meet Travers in the Kirkdale
woods.
She found him leaning against a tree cleaning a horseshoe he had just
picked up. His little fox-terrier was running about smelling the
rabbit-holes and following trails with a suspicious and preoccupied
air, as if he was not quite sure whether these joys were permitted to
him or not. He ran forward to see who Geraldine was, and licked her
hand; then he hung his head and ran back to his master and sat down by
his side. Travers looked up; he had not seen Geraldine approach, and he
said, ‘So you have actually come to see the last of the poor outcast.’
‘Is it the last? Is it true that you are going to America to act?’
He started a little, wondering how this could have come to her
knowledge, but recovered himself quickly. ‘There seems nothing else
left for me to do.’
‘But if there was?’
‘I would gladly take the alternative.’
‘I thought so; I didn’t believe you could willingly take up that sort
of life.’
‘Indeed you are right there. What an angel you are to come here like
this! I can’t think how I deserved such a thing.’
‘I don’t know whether you deserve it or not, and I don’t care much: I
have come because I love you, and because--’
He took the hand she held out to him and kissed it; she put her other
hand round his neck, and he kissed her lips. Then feeling he had done
all that was expected of him, he was about to gallantly release her,
when he found she was almost fainting in his arms.
‘By George, this is serious,’ he murmured, and he led her to a felled
tree, sat her down on it, and went to look for some water. When he
returned he found she was calmer.
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