He had a little pocket flask with him and had filled the cup with
water. She refused to drink, but dipped her finger in it and wiped her
forehead. Then he sat down by her side, and she leant on his shoulder
and said--
‘What shall we do? Will you come away from England with me, or shall we
stay here?’
‘Whichever you think best; your wishes are my law.’
‘Well, I’ll tell you exactly how I stand. I have eight hundred pounds
a year now, and shall have four hundred pounds a year more when mamma
dies. It is settled on me, and they cannot take it from me whatever I
do.’
‘Ah!’ he said, ‘in the hands of trustees, I suppose.’
‘Yes, that is the worst of it: I cannot touch the capital.’
‘But, dear Lady Geraldine, have you ever considered what it would be
for two people to try and live on eight hundred pounds a year?’
‘I know it would be very difficult, but I am willing to try anything
if it will save you from that dreadful life. We could take a flat in
Venice or Florence, and you would have to be divorced; then we could be
married, and no one would mind in a few years.’
‘I am sure you would regret it, if you took such a step.’
‘I should never regret it. I hate this life in England. We would have
a beautiful home, and then we could come to your place at Old Windsor
sometimes.’
‘That is not my house.’
‘Not your house! what do you mean?’
‘It belongs to a friend of mine; he asked me to take it.’ Travers
stopped himself, and for once in his life, by a supreme effort, told
the truth. ‘I mean he offered to lend it me because he was going away.
You don’t know what a poor devil I am, Lady Geraldine.’
‘Don’t call me by that hateful title. And so you have been very, very
poor. Why, my wretched little eight hundred pounds a year will seem
quite a lot of money to you. I am so glad you know what it is to be
poor.’
‘I can’t deny that poverty and I are old bed-fellows, Lady Geraldine;
but all the same----’
‘Why are you hesitating?’
‘Well, it sounds rather ungrateful; but I think I ought to tell you
that if my wife and I went to America to-morrow, the very smallest
salary I would accept would be one hundred pounds a week between us.’
‘But your wife is not a great actress.’
‘No. If she were a great actress she would get that sum without having
me thrown in; but during my last engagement at Mallock’s Theatre I had
seventy pounds a week myself.’
‘I see; I cannot bribe you high enough. I am sorry to have troubled you
to come here to-night.’
‘I am terribly distressed about the whole business; but I am sure you
would be miserable living abroad like that yourself. Think of what it
would mean. I have been disgraced publicly; you would be disgraced; we
should both be shunned as if we were plague-stricken. I am sure you see
things as I do.’
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