Male friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Do you like having to run over to Dahlton every time you want to see
Jack?”
“I can’t.”
“Don’t you want to get free?”
“I can’t.”
“--Hiding like a sneak in the woods to love: just because Jack’s a
carpenter.”
“I can’t.”
“You could marry Jack, if you left.”
Ruth was silent. She sat, transfixed a moment. A great tide of misery
swept her: she crumpled back in her bed. She wept.
“I can’t. I can’t,” she looked up. “It’s too late,” she ended.
Cornelia seemed to understand, though it was all blank ugliness to Tom.
“Last year, even--if I’d dared. If you had helped me then. Now----”
“Ruth!” Her sister went to her and held her.
“It’s all over now. He’s had about all he wanted....”
She wept. Cornelia was helpless. A great shame was in the room. It took
Cornelia and Tom and branded them. Their youth was a sin. Their courage
was a heartless boasting. Before this miserable sister who had lost her
hope their lives were suddenly sweet and simple. They felt shame.
Tom took Ruth’s hand. The woman sat up again and looked at her brother.
All the shame was with him, with Cornelia. Ruth sat in her nightgown,
her body naked before them; she was simple and undismayed. It seemed to
Tom in this hour Ruth was great.
She was quiet. She held Tom’s hand, she reached for Cornelia’s. She
kissed first one hand, then the other. She smiled.
“You--go,” she said. “I stay here, but you--go.”
Her tears were past. It was as if she had passed from herself. She said:
“I’ll bet you’ve no dollar to go with!”
This was Tom’s business, he felt. But in the candlelight and before this
so strangely noble wreckage of his sister he could say nothing. She
laughed silently. She pattered to a cupboard under the two glowing
candles. She dug beneath a bewilderment of clothes. She drew out a
wallet. She came back to her bed.
“There are two hundred and twelve dollars in here,--and I must get rid
of them. Yes: I stole them bit by bit from the house allowance. God! I’m
glad. But I can’t stand the thought of them being here any longer.”
Her words came more hard.
“I did it for us--Jack and me. I was going to bring it as a surprise the
day we ran off. I never told him.”
There was a pause: a song in it.
“Please!” she thrust the wallet into Cornelia’s hand. A pitiful blend in
her voice of beseechment and command.
She got up. She kissed her sister’s mouth and eyes. She faltered
downward until her head touched Cornelia’s skirt and the hand clasping
the wallet. So, half kneeling, she stayed long.
A sudden resolution lifted her. She took Tom in her arms. Always Tom had
despised her. He had known her, hypocritical and false, the meticulous
slave of her father’s household. Why was she great and noble only now
when hope had left her? Why, thinking these things, could Tom not abide
the hot fold of her embrace?
“Good-by,” she said. “Hurry.”
She urged them to the door. All three of them wept....
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