“Oh, what a pity! What a pity!” she exclaimed, softly, after a pause.
There was the tenderest commiseration and regret in her emotional
voice. Robert felt his heart stirred painfully. He wanted to kiss her
dress, but refrained.
“What is a pity?” he asked, in a low tone.
“That she doesn’t understand you, Fergus!”
“She thinks she does.”
“Ah, yes!--that is the tragedy.”
“Oh, we all have them!” said Robert, lightly.
She leaned a little towards him. “At least I do that, Fergus?
Understand you?” Her voice, still low, was tremulous.
He seized her hands. “As no one has ever understood me!” he cried.
“Philippa! No! Don’t move. Don’t! I must tell you--I can’t----”
She struggled to loose her hands, and he released them. When she was
free she moved a little away from him, to the other end of the bench,
and sat motionless, her eyes fixed on the ground.
Robert was abashed. He had angered her--he did not know how deeply! He
hesitated.
“Philippa,” he whispered at last, “you are angry?”
“Not angry,” she returned almost at once, “but disappointed, Fergus.
More than once you have promised not to let that kind of thing happen
again.”
“I know,” he began, humbly, “but----”
“What were we talking about?” she asked, in a studiously quiet tone.
“I don’t know,” admitted Robert, with truth. His head was in a whirl.
“About you, I expect,” she returned, with no trace of sarcasm. “Yours
is a very finely strung temperament. It requires the sympathy that
comes of insight. Now if Cecily would only----” She paused, as though
hesitating to criticise.
“Cecily surprised me a good deal the other day,” he said, suddenly. “I
meant to tell you.”
“Oh?” Her voice grew slightly cold. “How? I shouldn’t have thought her
a woman of many surprises.”
Robert broke off a twig from an overhanging hazel, snapped it, and
threw it away before he spoke.
“She accused me of being tired of her. Said she had no wish to stand in
my way. No,” in answer to her sudden inquiring look, “she brought no
accusation; she has heard nothing of our--our friendship. It was just a
whim, I suppose. But--I’ve taken her at her word.”
Her eyes held his. “You mean?”
“She wished that we should be friends,” he returned, with a shrug of
the shoulders. “We shall be--friends, henceforth.”
Before he could analyze the expression which leaped to her eyes, she
had averted her head.
“I am sorry,” she whispered, softly.
There was a long pause.
“Is Mr. Mayne an old friend of hers?”
Robert started. “Yes,” he returned, reluctantly. “She has known him
since she was a girl of seventeen or eighteen. I asked him here,” he
added, with an effort.
Philippa turned an illumined face towards him. “As a lesson in
generosity? I see.” She regarded him as the angel who holds the
palm-branch might regard the soldier-saint who had earned it. “That was
splendid of you, Fergus!”
Involuntarily he put out a hand as though to avert her words.
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