The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
So I ran on, leaving him to follow me--I could not have done better, had
I been laboring to find something which would comfort and cheer him. My
eagerness gave a certain interest to the poor house. I remember that he
held me back for a moment, and looked into my face with a slow smile
gradually breaking upon his own. Mine, I know, was full of light and
animation--I remember how my cheeks glowed from the wind, and how the
warmth and the lights had brought water into my eyes; and, I suppose, I
looked quite as bright and eager as if I had never known the girlish
heroical despair for leaving Cottiswoode which possessed me an hour ago.
I ran from one apartment to another, exclaiming at everything, sometimes
with pleasure, sometimes with astonishment. The two broad windows which
I had seen outside, represented two large apartments, occupying the
whole breadth of the house, and each with a window at the other end,
looking out upon a great dim silent garden, fenced in by other gardens,
and on one side by a dark mass of building, along which a light twinkled
here and there. These rooms were not fully furnished, but they were
already in a habitable state, and in one of them a bright fire blazed
pleasantly, sparkling in the old silver kettle and tea-pot, and antique
china, which we always used at home--at home! The words meant these
strange rooms, and had no other reference now for my father and me.
But when I went to lay aside my bonnet, I found a room prepared for me,
prettier, if that were possible, than the pretty chamber at Cottiswoode,
where Alice had tended me all my life. The white draperies were so
white, and full, and soft--the pretty chintz hangings were so fresh with
their new bands of ribbons, and there was so much care and tenderness in
the hands which had restored my old room perfect and unbroken, yet made
it brighter than ever, that I clung to Alice with an April face where
the tears had somehow lost their bitterness, and the smile its pride.
Now and then in my life, I have found out suddenly, in a moment, of how
little importance external things were to me. The conviction came upon
my mind at this instant, like a sunbeam. What did it matter to me
standing here in my triumphant youthfulness, with my father to be loved
and cared for, and Alice to love and care for me--what did it matter who
lost or who won such outside and external matters as houses and lands? I
threw off my mantle upon the kind arm of Alice, and danced away to make
tea for my father. In proportion to the depth of my sadness at leaving
Cottiswoode, was the height of my exhilaration now to find another home.
We had expected this to be a very dreary evening--instead of that I had
seldom been so happy, so vivacious, so daring, in my girl's talk; and
there sat my father, his face brightening in the firelight, smiling at
my boldness, my enthusiasms, my denunciations, my girlish superlative
emotion. When tea was over, he fell into a fit of musing, and was not
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