The Days of My Life: An AutobiographyOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Days of My Life: An Autobiography
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret), 1828-1897
There were neither moon nor stars, yet it was not very dark, even when
we reached Cambridge--I had been in the town before, but I knew little
of it, and I had no knowledge of where we were, when we stopped beside
the old church of St. Benet, and my father assisted me to alight. I was
surprised, for there were only some mean houses and a shop before
us--but he drew my hand within his arm, and led me along a paved and
narrow lane, on one side of which was the churchyard. The light seemed
quite shut out here--it was like descending a well to go boldly into
that darkness; but we went on, past the little new houses on the one
hand, and the old conventual buildings, which loomed on us so strangely
from the other, till we paused at a door where some one stood with a
lantern. As the man raised his lantern and the light flashed up, I saw
that we were to enter under this arched doorway, which had a coat of
arms in the keystone. There were two or three steps to descend, and then
the door was closed, and we went along a narrow path, where there was a
blank wall covered with ivy on one side, and the house on the other. The
light of the lantern gleamed in those dark glistening ivy leaves, and in
the square projecting windows of this new home of ours. I was glad to
see how different from the massy glories of Cottiswoode, was this
strange house, with its two projections, one supported on dark oaken
beams, and the other built up from the ground. The building was only
wood, and lath and plaster, except the heavy and unlighted ground story,
which was grey and aged stone; and the broad square windows on the upper
floor which filled the whole front of each projecting part, were formed
of small diamond panes. But I saw no mode of entrance, nothing but tall
ungainly rose bushes, and withered creepers nestling up against the
walls, till we turned a corner and came to a door in the end of the
house, where Alice was standing to receive us. We had to make our way in
here through a ragged regiment of tall straggling hollyhocks--I have
hated them ever since that night.
But my father had not once addressed me yet, and my own mind was so
full, that I had never observed his silence. He spoke now when we were
on the threshold, and I started at the sound of his voice. He only said,
"Hester, this is your new home!" but I think there was the most
wonderful mixture of emotions in his voice that I had ever
heard--determined composure, and yet highly excited feeling--disdain of
this poor place he brought me to, yet a fixed resolution to show content
in it, and stronger and greater pride than ever. My heart echoed the
resolution and the pride, as I sprang in--but my heart was young and
full of the pleased excitement of novelty and change. I knew nothing of
what he felt as he followed me with his slow and stately step--nothing,
for I was impatient to see all these rooms that we were to live in, and
to make acquaintance with my new home.
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