copy of it arrived by the first post, and he let me go out into the
garden with it immediately after breakfast, I read it from beginning to
end that day, and in the evening he asked me to remain with him the rest
of the week and over the Sunday.
That night my manuscript came back from Mr. Pinhorn, accompanied with a
letter the gist of which was the desire to know what I meant by trying to
fob off on him such stuff. That was the meaning of the question, if not
exactly its form, and it made my mistake immense to me. Such as this
mistake was I could now only look it in the face and accept it. I knew
where I had failed, but it was exactly where I couldn’t have succeeded.
I had been sent down to be personal and then in point of fact hadn’t been
personal at all: what I had dispatched to London was just a little
finicking feverish study of my author’s talent. Anything less relevant
to Mr. Pinhorn’s purpose couldn’t well be imagined, and he was visibly
angry at my having (at his expense, with a second-class ticket)
approached the subject of our enterprise only to stand off so helplessly.
For myself, I knew but too well what had happened, and how a miracle—as
pretty as some old miracle of legend—had been wrought on the spot to save
me. There had been a big brush of wings, the flash of an opaline robe,
and then, with a great cool stir of the air, the sense of an angel’s
having swooped down and caught me to his bosom. He held me only till the
danger was over, and it all took place in a minute. With my manuscript
back on my hands I understood the phenomenon better, and the reflexions I
made on it are what I meant, at the beginning of this anecdote, by my
change of heart. Mr. Pinhorn’s note was not only a rebuke decidedly
stern, but an invitation immediately to send him—it was the case to say
so—the genuine article, the revealing and reverberating sketch to the
promise of which, and of which alone, I owed my squandered privilege. A
week or two later I recast my peccant paper and, giving it a particular
application to Mr. Paraday’s new book, obtained for it the hospitality of
another journal, where, I must admit, Mr. Pinhorn was so far vindicated
as that it attracted not the least attention.
CHAPTER III.
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