The great horse lengthened his stride. He was all power and ease. Such
controlled crescendo of speed seemed to mean deep reserves. There was a
thrill in the sense of those reserves.
"Do you like it, Nellie?"
"It's glorious!"
"Of course you like it. Hold hard."
"You're the right stuff, Nell," he said at Thaddeus's door.
Morgan's commendations of her had always been rare enough to be
thrilling. Her head sang with "Morgan, Morgan," the victorious, the
controlling. The sound of Consul's hoofs, the rush of wind in her face,
the flying objects, had been only expressions of the beat and rush of
his will. The sense of him was overwhelming. It surprised her to find
that Thaddeus appeared smaller than ordinary, more frail and artificial.
He seemed to be chattering things without significance. It was the
contrast with Morgan's immense genuineness and direct speech, and
because to have one's mind filled with Morgan was to be forced
imperiously to look at things in Morgan's way, which was an absolute
way. It brought one to despise decorations, mannerisms, whatever did not
come to the point and justify itself; to summon all vague emotion and
half-formed ideas of one's own to pay their way or admit bankruptcy and
disappear; to expect other people to meet one with the same solidity of
surface. Conversation, according to Morgan, which consisted of an
exchange of intuitions, was a kind of inflated currency; the bulk of it
was irredeemable; there might be a bullion fact or two behind, but to
try to do business on the basis of it was futile. A man might either pay
good coin or counterfeit for purposes of his own, but why play ducks and
drakes with himself? Thaddeus Bourn, by an odd inconsistency, was a
business man of some acumen, who outside of that chose to pretend to be
a child with strings of beads, and had nothing visible to gain by it. A
sentimentalist was the most irritating of men, who wasted his time
pretending to be more of a fool than he was.
So that Helen became engaged in judging Thaddeus severely, silently,
under Morgan's principles.
"Helen," said Thaddeus, using an interpretative eye-glass, "permit me to
say you're exceedingly young, delightfully young. I am pleased that you
enjoyed your drive. Our friend Morgan is an interesting barbarian. In
course of time, no doubt, you will see the advantages of civilization."
"What do you mean, Uncle Tad?" she said, pursuing cash values.
"There is a kind of barbarism," continued Thaddeus, "which refuses to be
civilized, and, in point of fact, eats the missionary. It finds the
missionary in that capacity good, and goes its way with--with
congratulation. It is striking; really, there is an impressive
simplicity about it; but, dear me, you know it will never do. It's a
little--isn't it a little obtuse? At least, my dear--at least, one might
be allowed to doubt whether--it does not seem so, personally, to the
missionary."
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