Thaddeus could hardly have hoped to dissipate any dominant sense of
Morgan from Helen's mind with such fugitive sayings. He was probably
testing, considering. "We are all egoists, my dear, except a few women.
Morgan is the primitive and aboriginal egoist. He is--a--aggressive,
carnivorous. I am a social egoist; your father, who wished, with
emphasis, to be remembered, was, pardon me, a regretful egoist; your
mother is a contented and unaggressive egoist. And so every one has, so
to speak, a class. It is no reproach; it is nature, my dear--law. Why
pretend to escape? But," he concluded, with grace and precision, "there
is a choice, and in matters of choice I always take pleasure in pointing
out to you the advantages of civilization."
Morgan still headed the march of Helen's dreams. The same moon, a little
fuller than the night before, laying a thicker wash of silver, hung over
the apse of Saint Mary's. She looked from her window at the roofs where
the organ player's spectre had seemed to be dancing then, mistily,
wildly, to the storm of sound below. The friendly window was dim, which
the lady had walked past and past, restless, tall, thick-haired.
How strong and wonderful was Morgan! What more could there be under the
moon and stars than the will to dare and the power to do? Helen had no
name for the spell. Only of late had she thought of it in detail. In old
times the word "Morgan" itself expressed the whole subject. It described
the beginning and the end of things.
The organ began to breathe somewhere behind the stained windows that
were just glimmering. It seemed to be laying the foundations of its
temple of sound on the undermost bed-rock. Now it was lifting the walls,
and one gathered and knew gradually how vast was the weight of the
masonry; how the power beneath that raised it foot by foot was vaster
still; how sure of itself was the power beneath, for certainly it only
used one hand to force that steady climb of masonry; the other ran
along, chiselling designs, gargoyles, pale statues in niches, sweeping a
series of half-circles and filling them with deep-sea and warmest sunset
color till, lo! it was a rose window.
Helen breathed fast, pressing her face to the cold pane. Something here,
too, was strong!
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