She snatched a cloak, sped through halls, down stairs, through more
halls and a back door, out into the moonlit yard. There was only a low
iron fence to jump, and she was under the curve of the apse. A door
stood half open in the corner where it joined the main building, and
within was a swing-door which yielded noiselessly. It was quite dark
there under the gallery, but a few gas-lights flickered in the chancel
and shone on lower ranges of gilded organ-pipes, banked away beyond in a
kind of transept, and on a choir screen that hid the organist. A few
dusky figures could be made out sitting in pews here and there in the
nave. Helen crept into a seat next a stone pillar that felt rugged and
cool, and was pushed forward partly into the pew.
The building of the temple had ceased, its visionary masonry, carvings,
and rose window vanished at a touch withdrawn. The organ was murmuring
down among the old foundations of the world, communing with the
beginnings of time, meditating to rise out of the deep with a new
creation. Otherwise the church was so still that the air seemed heavy
with the stillness.
A multitude of fleeting, flickering sounds broke out, like a burst of
fireworks, the air full of shooting-stars, blown bubbles, and tinsel.
There was a piping and dancing in the sunlight on delicate meadow grass,
by pipers and dancers who could not conceivably grow old. Then a voice
spoke suddenly among them. One could not tell where it came from or what
it said. It was cold, sombre, indifferent. But it ceased and the dancing
went on, more bacchanal now. There were perfumes, garlands on hot
foreheads, shrieking and whirring of stringed instruments, high
laughter, and swinging in circles. The loud, cold voice spoke again, and
left no echoes or after-murmurs. Something more quiet followed, as if
the memory of fear could not be quite put away, or remained in the form
of an altered mood. People walked hand-in-hand. There was warm twilight
and the ripple of a flowing river. After all, life was sweeter for
seriousness, love best in the stillness and twilight. The cold,
insistent voice rose, a stone pillar of sound, and all these things
became complaining ghosts before its weightier reality. So that at
length and in the end it remained alone, except for the mutter in the
pit below, and there was no triumph in its victory, but it continued
cold, sombre, indifferent, monotonous, heavy.
Some one beyond the pillar sighed in the darkness, and a hand fell on
Helen's hand which gripped the edge of the seat. Helen started and
whispered, "Oh, that was hateful!"
"I beg your pardon."
"He plays like anything, but--" She came out of her absorption to know
that she had been whispering her thoughts into the darkness, and that
the darkness had given forth an apology. A shadow the other side of the
little stone pillar seemed to be leaning forward now and looking at her.
A dress rustled.
"The music was sad, was it not?" and Helen whispered again:
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