A gate opened from the widow's garden on the sloping green.
Heavy-scented lilacs, purple and white, hung over it, and followed the
fence at fragrant intervals. Lilacs crowded along the garden walls,
pushed against green pillars of the porch and drooped luxurious heads at
the windows. Lilacs are tropical and anti-puritan; they belong with the
chuckle of lutes over low casements, and liquid voices speaking a
vowelled tongue. Widow Bourn was pleasant-tempered, placid, possessed of
a stillness, a certain dignity, and a frame not overpadded, but
comfortable.
The Bourns were early settlers in Hagar. The settlers were still feeling
their way in the wilderness beyond the Connecticut, sensible farmers who
bargained for whole mountain ranges and valleys of the magnificent
savage, and recorded the transaction in minutes of the town-meeting.
The magnificent savage commonly declared that his heart was great; he
would sell the lands from the crooked lake to the joining of swift
rivers to his white brothers, who marked the boundaries inferred from
the sachem's oratory, and omitted to comment on the humor of it in
minutes of the town-meeting. When the first Simon Bourn piled hewn beams
for his cabin and ran his plough around stumps of trees that had
furnished the beams there were few cabins in the neighborhood, and the
town-meeting was held fifteen miles away. The last Simon Bourn ran his
plough along the same hill-side, not dodging the same stumps, but the
hill-side still drew up stones out of its inner perversity to check his
plough. He found the slope of his life, like the slope of his ancestral
fields, unfertile, shallow-soiled. The five generations of Bourns had
accumulated and transmitted this opinion of their lives and hilly
fields, that on the whole they were not justified.
Simon died in the early fifties and was buried in Hagar's hemlocked
graveyard. Oddly enough, he seemed to regret it. Widow Bourn associated
herself with this regret, but regret has commonly an element of
interrupted possibilities in it, and these must have lain the rather in
Nellie, a yellow-headed, long-limbed, swift-footed maiden whose level
gray eyes had in them a certain challenge and accusation, and whose
years were ten.
"Don't let Nellie forget me," he said, and the graver carved on his
tombstone, "Remember Me." Simon perhaps intended it only for Nellie, but
that did not prevent its forcing the passer to "remember" him, who never
knew him and did not care about it. "Simon Bourn--Born ----, Died ----.
Remember," in raised letters on a white tombstone, stared out of the
green gloom of the hemlocks. So the Elder Hamlet desired, "Remember Me."
"Remember thee, poor ghost?" Why remember? Go your ways, Simon Bourn,
and trouble us not. It might have struck the public as egotistic, which
was only a pathetic impulse pointing to Nellie, if the public had not
been in the habit of accepting epitaphs of all kinds with a tolerance
born of experience.
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