One could understand the exception Simon made in favor of Helen from his
opinion and feeling about the world he left--that it was not on the
whole justified--could understand it in this way, that there was
something in her young gravity and impetuous faith which seemed to
isolate whatever she looked at. To be considered and remembered by her
seemed important. It lifted one out of triviality. In Hagar she was a
pronounced, a separate person. Hagar itself was compact of varieties,
but Helen was intense in conception and direct in action to surprise
Hagar. She ran away with Morgan Map to the Hamilton County Fair, and
came back in the gray dawn, white-lipped with weariness. A neighbor or
two had sat up with Widow Bourn to prevent her worrying. It was a
gratifying success. The widow slept by the fire. Morgan was eighteen
then, but the Maps were somewhat out of the reach of Hagar's opinion.
She smote Mr. Paulus with a paint-brush across the face for interfering
with her painting designs on cows and cats. They were not his cows and
cats. That question in ethics threw Hagar into excited division, and it
was not remembered whose cows and cats they were. She was sent to Miss
Savage's School in Wimberton; muttering rumors of her crossed the Cattle
Ridge. At sixteen she was thrown by one of the Sanderson horses, a
red-eyed, ugly breed of racers; and Joe Sanderson, then aged nine, ran
at the horse and shot a barbed arrow into its hide, out of his bitter
wrath and love of Nellie; and Nellie lay a twelvemonth and more on her
back to cure her spine. These are but instances of enterprise. Whatever
stood the challenge or test of worth and reality in her eyes was apt to
be a cause of sudden valor or unreckoned devotion.
The accident was in 1858, the year after Squire Map's wife died, whose
name was once Edith Lorn. There was a great funeral in Hagar, and
carriages from down the Wyantenaug Valley as far as Hamilton. There was
an explosion then, too, in the Map family regarding property. Gerald and
Morgan were supposed to have announced their independence on the
strength of their majority and inheritance. The squire took to himself a
grudge against the world where sons are unfilial, friends betray, and
love falls from negation to negation, and began that lonely life which
lasted twenty years, shut in and brooding in the square house on the
hill half a mile out on the Cattle Ridge road. Gerald Map came no more
to Hagar, but Morgan was seen at times. He rode up from Hamilton the
day after Helen's fall, talked with the doctor, went up-stairs and
kissed her cheek, and departed, silent to Widow Bourn's murmured
remonstrance. "He shouldn't do that!"
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