"Oh, how does one know these things? One sees this--hears that----"
I clutched at her hand.
"Not so quickly. What 'this'? What 'that'?"
"Well, for one thing, Kitty Windus----"
"Does she know?"
"No----"
"You hesitate."
"She doesn't know. She helped me to knowledge. She doesn't know she
did."
Again I snatched at her hand.
"That's not the same thing. She may know of--that other--but not know
she's let you know."
"That's just possible. That's why I----"
"Oh, anything's possible!" I broke out. "Let's be plain. Does she know
that I killed----?"
"I don't think so. Indeed I'll say no."
"But you hesitate again. (Come this way--it's quieter.)"
As if a fusillade had been suspended there came a thrilling silence. We
were passing St. Peter's Church at the east end of Eaton Square. We were
in the Square before she replied.
"Very well. Don't interrupt unless I ask you questions. I'll be as plain
as I can. It's extraordinarily difficult...."
I waited.
"You see," she began carefully, "Kitty's so--queer. You couldn't expect
that insane arrangement with her to go on indefinitely--I mean that
incredible engagement of yours. She was bound to find out something.
She----"
"Yes--that's it--what _did_ she find out?" broke once more from me.
"Sssh!... Of course she found out--about Evie--that it was Evie you were
in love with. Naturally she did. What woman wouldn't? _I_ saw it, with
far less reason than Kitty had. We won't waste time over that. So after
she left you, she expected week by week to hear of the next thing--your
becoming engaged to Evie. Week by week, I say. How many weeks was it?"
"Four years."
"Week by week, for four years. All those weeks. If it didn't come one
week it would be the next--you see. She prophesied it. It became an
_idée fixe_. You never saw her during that time?"
"I never as much as----"
"Nor heard of her?"
"No."
"You didn't hear of her breakdown?"
"No; but all this doesn't----"
"Doesn't go beyond you and Evie. I know. Don't interrupt. And Evie
didn't hear of her breakdown either?"
"No--I think I can say that."
"What did Evie think of--let us say Archie Merridew's suicide?"
I hesitated. "What should she think? She thought what everybody
thought--more or less."
"As something inexplicable?"
"I assume so--but of course I've never----"
"What does she think now?"
"I hope she doesn't think of it at all. As far as I've been able----"
"Yes, yes, yes.... Plainly, then, have you told her? Told her what you
did?"
"Told her? No!"
"Have you _thought_ of telling her?"
"Have I thought ... do you mean have I thought of killing her too?"
Louie was suddenly silent. A hansom slipped swiftly through the deserted
Square, its wheels making no sound and the slap of the horse's hoofs
dying gradually away in the distance. The rain had stopped, but the
trees still dripped sadly, and something vague and far away had
approached, resolved itself into a policeman's shining cape, and passed
again before Louie spoke.
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