The Demands of Rome: Her Own Story of Thirty-One Years as a Sister of Charity in the Order of the Sisters of Charity of Providence of the Roman Catholic ChurchSchoffen, Elizabeth
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The Demands of Rome: Her Own Story of Thirty-One Years as a Sister of Charity in the Order of the Sisters of Charity of Providence of the Roman Catholic Church
Schoffen, Elizabeth
Ex-nuns -- United States -- Biography; Monastic and religious life of women
The next morning I packed my trunk, then called my sister to my room and
asked her to read two letters which I had written while in Spokane,
excepting for the date, one to Archbishop Christie and one to Mother
Nazareth. I told her that the authorities and sisters of the order would
come to her with all kinds of reports in regard to my leaving, and that
I wanted her to read the letters so she would know for herself my
reasons for leaving. She read them and then said, "You will regret
this." I simply replied, "I cannot have more regrets than I have here."
I had my trunk taken to the railroad station, and after lunch, in
company of my sister, I went to the post office where I mailed the two
letters, sending them by registered mail. Then we went to the station
and in a very few minutes the train arrived that was to take me from a
darkness to light and liberty that I had no conception of at that time.
At 2:15 I boarded the train and left my poor, deluded sister standing
there alone, until the train started, and then watched her walk slowly
toward the hospital, until I was carried from her view.
During this last visit to Cranbrook, my sister was in authority at the
hospital, the sister superior, Sister Mary Vincent, being away on
retreat. This I did not know until I arrived from Spokane, but it would
have been just the same if the superior would have been there, as I had
made up my mind to leave.
My last letter written to Archbishop Christie, as Sister Lucretia, was
as follows:
Cranbrook, B. C.
St. Eugene Hospital, April 3, 1912.
Most Reverend A. Christie, D.D.,
Portland, Oregon.
Very Dear Bishop:
I have now had my situation before my eyes and present to my
mind the past eight months. I cannot reconcile myself to live
this punishment existence out, as I know others of my
companions are doing in exiled corners of this earth, like
five-year-old children who dare to speak when they should have
been only seen. Really, this sort of treatment is equal to
locking a grown woman advanced in years up in a closet as a
child for misbehavior. The only difference the parent would
tell the child what its punishment was for, while the woman in
my case is not to be given a reason, except one false report by
my higher superior, which she heard and held against me years
before she knew me or was in authority, to knock me as she did
shortly after she was in office.
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