And then he went from city to city, and from one country to another,
eluding the pursuit of the agents sent after him by his father to
bring him back, till at last he came to Indirálayá. And he dived
into a disreputable quarter of that city, like a frog into a well,
and remained there disgusted with life and his relations, plunging
into dissipation to drown his grief, and surrounded by gamblers and
outcasts, counting the whole world as a straw, supporting himself on
his own courage, and his dream. And little by little all he had
melted away like snow in the sun of his generosity, or was swallowed
up by the ocean of greedy gamblers, among whom he scattered it with
an open hand, asking, like his ancestor[5], nothing in return. And
at last, being reduced to extremity, clad in garments worn and
ragged, which like clouds vainly obscuring the Lord of the Day, could
not hide, but rather increased, the beauty of his form, with nothing
left to eat or drink, he determined to abandon the body. So taking
down his sword from the wall, and holding it in his hand, he went out
of his wretched lodging, saying to himself: Death is better than
dishonour and insignificance, hunger and the loathing of life: for
what is death but the beginning of another life, which cannot be
worse than this one, be it what it may? And who knows but that I may
meet her in the next life whom I dream of in this? For she who is
but a dream now, may be a reality in another birth, and I may
discover that lotus pool, waiting for me in another life. Therefore
now I will go outside the city wall, and find some deserted garden,
and there I will cut off my own head, and offer it up to Durgá as a
sacrifice.
And as he stood at the door of the house, pondering which way he
should go, there fell on his ear, for the hundredth time, the sound
of the beating of drums. And he listened, and heard the criers
crying: _Whatsoever high-caste man has been to the Land of the Lotus
of the Sun, let him come to the King: he shall share the King's
kingdom, and marry the King's daughter_. And Umra-Singh laughed, and
said to himself: What! are they still looking for a man, who has seen
the Land of the Lotus of the Sun? And how, then, did they know that
there was such a land to be seen?
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