And Kamalamitra and Anushayiní looked at him awhile in silence, and
then at each other, and trembled, for they knew that they were
staking their souls. But as he wavered, the thought of his friend's
derision came back into Kamalamitra's mind, and filled him with
anger. And he said to Anushayiní: Advance, and let this old
_muni_[20] see you, and I will mark the result.
So Anushayiní went forward, obeying his command, and stepped over the
leaves with feet lighter than themselves, till she stood in front of
the sage. And when she saw that he did not move, she raised herself
on tiptoe to look into his eyes, saying to herself: Possibly he is
dead. And she looked into those eyes, and saw there nothing save two
images of herself, like two incarnations of timidity, that seemed to
say to her as it were: Beware! And as she stood there, trembling in
the swing of uncertainty, Kamalamitra watched her with ecstasy, and
laughed to himself; and said: Certainly that old _muni_ is no longer
alive, for otherwise she would have reached his soul through the door
of his eyes, were it down in the lower world.
So as they stood there, waiting, gradually that old sage came to
himself: for he felt that his meditations were being disturbed by
something or other. And he looked, and saw Anushayiní standing
before him like the new moon at the close of day, a pure form of
exquisite beauty[21], a crystal without a flaw, tinged with the
colour of heaven. And instantly, by the power of his own mystical
meditation, he divined the whole truth, and the exact state of the
case. And he cast at that wayward beauty a glance, sorrowful as that
of a deer, yet terrible as a thunderbolt: and immediately courage
fled from her soul, and strength from her knees, and she sank to the
ground with drooping head, like a lotus broken by the wind.
But Kamalamitra rushed forward, and caught her in his arms. Then as
they stood together, the old ascetic spoke and cursed them, saying
slowly: Irreverent lovers, now shall that beauty which occasioned
this insolence meet with its appropriate reward. Descend now, ye
guilty ones, into mortal wombs, and suffer in the lower world the
pangs of separation, till ye have purged away your guilt in the fire
of human sorrow.
Then hearing the doom of separation, wild with grief they fell at his
feet, and implored him, saying: Fix at least a term to the curse, and
a period to our pain. And he said again: When one of you shall slay
the other, the curse shall end.
Then those two unhappy lovers looked at each other in mute despair.
And they drew in that instant from each other's eyes a deep draught
of the nectar of mutual contemplation, as if to sustain them in their
pilgrimage over the terrible sea of separation, saying as it were to
each other, but in vain[22]: Remember me! Then all of a sudden they
disappeared and went, like flashes of lightning, somewhere else.
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