The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Rosalia, then, the beauty, the pet, and the rival, is domesticated with
Hagar, the jealous and the slighted girl—and with Raymond, the poetic
and the artistic epicurean—Rosalia equally fascinating in her extreme
beauty, in her artless grace, and in the affectionate tenderness of her
manner and her tone, soon won the warm friendship of Raymond Withers as
she had won the affection of every man, woman, child, and beast, that
fell in her way. She would have been a delightful addition to the circle
at the Rialto, a delightful fireside companion in the autumn evenings,
could Hagar have rid herself of the vulture of jealousy gnawing in the
bottom of her heart. Yet do not mistake Hagar, do not think more meanly
of her than she deserves—she was not _generally_, but only
_particularly_ envious of Rosalia; thus, had they both been in general
society together, Hagar could have sympathized with, could have rejoiced
in the highest success of her lifelong rival, could have been contented
to be obscured by, to be lost under the glory of Rosalia’s charms and
conquests; but here in her own domestic circle, here where she had
“garnered up her heart,” she could brook no intrusion, no partnership,
no rival; and as in this boundless universe, there _was_ but ONE, there
ever _had been_ but ONE whom her whole soul worshipped—GOD—so on this
wide earth there was but _one_, there had been but _one_ whom her whole
heart adored—her _husband_. This was Hagar’s religion and her love. In
almost every respect she was as opposite to Rosalia in mind and heart as
she was in person and appearance. Rosalia, with a generous benevolence,
radiating from her heart as the beams from the sun, knew no exclusive
affection, was “innocent of the knowledge” of any particular love.
Hagar’s soul, nearly destitute of general benevolence, was absorbed in
one intense passion. Had a city been swallowed by an earthquake,
overflowed by the boiling lava thrown from the crater of a burning
volcano, carried away by an inundation of the sea, or reduced to ashes
by a general conflagration; had a nation been exterminated by war,
pestilence, or famine, the news would have impressed Hagar very
slightly. _But!_ had the lightest sabre cut but marked the fair and
regal brow of her loved one, her very heart would have dropped blood.
Yet much as she desired his _happiness_, much she desired his
_affections_ more! she could have borne his _death_ better than the
_loss of his love_! she wished to be all in all to the man who was
everything to her. Her jealousy was morbid as her love was extravagant.
For her, his broad and high white forehead, in its superb amplitude and
repose, expressed more majesty than the wild expanse of heaven
itself—for her, his soft and deep blue eyes revealed more spiritual life
than the purest dreams of her own soul—for her every expression of the
face, every gesture of the figure, every tone of the voice revealed more
poetry, religion, love, than the whole universe besides. Often when he
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