The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Her conjugal love was her master passion—jealousy her besetting sin—and
her jealousy was morbid as her love was extravagant. In losing her very
soul in his heart, she wished to FILL that heart to the exclusion of
every other object. I repeat it here, she wished to be everything to the
being who was everything to her—she wished for matchless beauty,
peerless genius, not that she might be generally admired, but that she
might meet and supply every demand of his soul. But now! but now! here
was one more richly and rarely endowed by nature with the power of
pleasing than herself, one who charmed all the world, and who must, she
fancied, charm _her_ world, her universe away from her life. She wished
to be—oh! _not_ from vanity, but from love to please _his_ poet-mind—she
wished to be the fairest in her husband’s sight—but here was one fairer,
oh, how much fairer than herself—she wished to be the most graceful, yet
here was one whose every movement was the very “poetry of motion”—she
wished that _her_ voice in household cadences, or in song, might fall
the sweetest on his ears; yet here was one, whose artless tones were
melodious as the fall of waters or the notes of birds.
Their evenings!
Rosalia would sit at the piano singing the low, sweet melodies he loved,
while he stood at the back of her chair, turning over the music, bending
above her, smiling benignly on her, forgetful of everything but of her
and her song, sometimes joining his voice to hers—and she! how often at
the end of a song she would turn around and give him a soft, beaming
smile of affectionate pleasure, when she felt that she had pleased him.
How little the innocent girl dreamed of the mischief she was doing—how
indeed should she have suspected it? Had she not played and sung for
Captain Wilde every evening on the Rainbow, and had she not always been
rewarded by smiles, praises, caresses, and kisses, from Sophie and from
Captain Wilde, too? No, she did not guess the evil she was causing—she
did not guess it even when she saw, evening after evening, that Hagar
withdrew herself from the instrument and buried herself in a distant
deep arm-chair, or left the room. There _was one_ who observed and
defied her displeasure—Raymond, who occasionally raising himself from
his recumbent posture over Rosalia’s chair, would turn, and darting his
eyes fiercely into the obscurity of Hagar’s retreat, and fixing them
sternly upon her, would bring her by a look back to his side, sighing,
trembling, dejected—then smiling sweetly on her, and passing his arm
around her little waist, would hold her there, and look supremely
blessed while thus caressing _her_ and listening to Rosalia’s music.
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