The deserted wifeSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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The deserted wife
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century; Maryland -- Fiction
Alas! that Hagar was not wise! Alas! for the mental cripple, for the
moral blind, for the injury received in infancy, for the faith crushed
out! Hagar was not wise, did not understand—she continued, whenever she
was permitted, sullenly to withdraw herself from the group, making the
trio a couple, and oh! fatal sign, at last she was more and more
frequently _allowed_ to absent herself. Hagar was insane—yes, reader, in
recalling the circumstances of this period of her life, in trying to
understand them, I am constrained to say that Hagar was insane, not to
have seen that _her_ presence, _her_ sympathy, together with Rosalia’s
perfect innocence and artlessness, would have been the immediate
antidote to any poison that _might_ have crept into the intercourse of
these two friends—the antidote! it would have prevented the most distant
approach of an evil thought.
Jealousy seldom or never prevents, frequently suggests and causes, the
very infidelity it fears. No evil passion is stationary, it must
increase or decrease. Hagar’s disease was growing. At first she had only
been jealous of his admiration, of his affection—_now_ she was growing
doubtful of his faith. Now, because wearied out by her sullenness,
indignant at her unjust suspicions, even while obstinate in the pursuit
of the pleasures and gratification of the tastes that excited her envy,
he permitted her to withdraw from his side and isolate herself in a
distant corner. As yet Rosalia’s bosom was at perfect peace—the slight
shadow of the evil thought, the thought now ever gnawing at Hagar’s
heart, ever by her insane jealousy _kept before Raymond’s mind_, had not
darkened its brightness, had not breathed on its purity. Will the evil
retrograde, or will it advance until it shall overwhelm the gentle girl?
Hagar, deeply as she cherished this envy, this jealousy, was yet too
proud to breathe it to her rival; besides, it was Raymond upon whom her
doubts fastened, not as yet upon Rosalia. The perfect simplicity, the
maidenly frankness, the childlike affection of Rosalia, was too apparent
and _transparent_ to expose _her_ to doubt or suspicion.
Reader, how I loathe this part of my work! this analisation of an evil
passion is as detestable a task as I should judge the dissection and
anatomy of a putrid heart to be. If you dislike to read it as I to write
it, you will skip it all.
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