Men -- Societies and clubs -- Fiction; Storytelling -- Fiction
“He turned over the pages weakly; then he began to read. And I—I sat up
as if I’d been stung. At last everything was clear: the continual visits
to the theatre—everything. The part of all others which they had
selected to prove her ability, was the love-scene between Molly Travers
and myself in the third act of ‘John Pendlesham’s Wife. . . .’”
For a while there was silence, while the Actor thoughtfully lit another
cigarette.
“This unknown child,” he went on after a moment, “who had acted a little
in amateur theatricals, had deliberately challenged London’s greatest
emotional actress in her most marvellous success before, Heaven help us,
_me_—of all people. I suppose if I was writing a story I should say
that she triumphed; that as I sat in that bare and hideous room I
realised that before me was genius—a second and greater Molly; that
from that moment her foot was set on the ladder of fame, and there was
no looking back.”
The Actor laughed a little sadly. “Unfortunately, I’m not writing a
story, I’m telling the truth. I don’t know how I sat through the next
twenty minutes. It was the most ghastly caricature of Molly that I have
ever thought of; the more ghastly because it was so intensely
unintentional. Every little gesture was faithfully copied; every little
trick and mannerism had been carefully learnt by heart. And this, as I
say, to me who acted with that divine genius every night. God! it was
awful. That marvellous line of Molly’s, when, standing in the centre of
the stage facing me across the table, she said: ‘Then you don’t want me
back?’ that line which was made marvellous merely through the consummate
restraint with which she said it, sounded from this poor child like a
parlour-maid giving notice.
“And then, at last it was over, and I realised I had to say something.
They were both staring at me, hope shining clear in the girl’s eyes and
pride in the man’s.
“‘She’s great, isn’t she, Mr. Trayne?’ he said. ‘I’ve not had the
privilege of seeing you and Miss Travers in the part—but I feel that
now—why,’ he gave a little shaky laugh, ‘that it’s hardly necessary.’
“You see,” said the Actor slowly, “that was the devil of it all. They
were both so utterly certain, especially the man. The difficulty had
been to get me there; after that it had been easy. I glanced at the poor
fellow in the bed, and his thoughts were plain to read. No more grinding
poverty, no more unfurnished bed-sitting rooms, and—fame for the woman
he loved! And then he spoke again.
“‘I’m such a hopeless crock, Mr. Trayne, and she’—he took one of her
hands in both his own—‘she’s had to do all the work. Beastly, grinding
work in an office, when she was capable of this.’
“The girl bent over him, and I looked away. It seemed to me that the
ground on which I stood was holy.”
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