“Monsieur, pardon me, if I wound you, but do you see, if my son were
still a Christian, I would go and pray his confessor to command him
to speak. You have taken away his faith, monsieur, I do not reproach
you any more; but what I would have asked of the priest, I have come
to ask of you. If you had heard him when he came back from Paris! He
said to me, speaking of you: ‘If you knew him _maman_, you would
venerate him, for he is a saint.’ Ah! promise me to make him speak.
Let him speak for me, for his father, for those who love him, for you,
monsieur, who cannot have had an assassin for a pupil. For he is your
pupil, you are his master; he owes it to you to defend himself, as much
as to me his mother.”
“Madame,” said the savant with deep seriousness, “I promise you
to do all that I can.” This was the second time to-day that this
responsibility of master and pupil had been thrust upon him. Once
by the judge, repelled by the resistance of the thinker who repels
with disdain a senseless reproach. The words of this good woman,
quivering with this human grief to which he was so little accustomed,
touched other fibres than those of pride. He was still more strangely
affected when Mme. Greslon, seizing his hand with a gentleness which
contradicted the bitterness of her last words, said:
“He spoke the truth when he said you were good. I came too,” she
continued drying her tears, “to requite myself of a commission with
which the poor child charged me. And see if there is not in it a proof
that he is innocent. In his prison during these two months, he has
written a long work on philosophy. He considers it by far his best work
and I am charged to hand it to you.” She gave the savant the roll of
paper which she had held on her lap. “It is just as he gave it to me.
They let him write as much as he likes, everybody loves him. They do
not allow me to speak to him except in the frightful parlor where there
is always the guard between us. Will you look?” she insisted, and in an
altered tone: “He has never lied to me, and I believe whatever he has
told me. If, however, he had only thought to write to you what he will
not confide to any one else?”
“I will see immediately,” said Adrien Sixte, who unfolded the roll.
He threw his eyes over the first page of the manuscript and he saw
the words: “Modern Psychology,” then on the second sheet another
title, “Memoir upon Myself,” and underneath were the following lines:
“I write to my dear master. Monsieur Adrien Sixte, and engage his
word to keep to himself the pages which follow. If he do not agree
to make this engagement with his unhappy pupil, I ask him to destroy
this manuscript, confiding in his honor not to deliver it to any one
whomsoever, even to save my life.” And the young man had simply signed
his initials.
“Well?” asked the mother as the philosopher continued to turn over the
leaves, a prey to profound anxiety.
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