The Disowned — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Disowned — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
“Ay, ay,” he said, “I have thee, I have thee at last. Long, very long
thou hast burnt up my heart like fuel, and mocked me, and laughed at
my idle efforts; but now, now, I have thee. Fame, Honour, Immortality,
whatever thou art called, I have thee, and thou canst not escape; but it
is almost too late!” And, as if wrung by some sudden pain, the sleeper
turned heavily round, groaned audibly, and awoke.
“My friend,” said Clarence, soothingly, and taking his hand, “I have
come to bid you farewell. I am just setting off for the Continent, but I
could not leave England without once more seeing you. I have good news,
too, for you.” And Clarence proceeded to repeat Talbot’s wish that
Warner should bring the picture to his house on the following Thursday,
that Sir Joshua might inspect it. He added also, in terms the flattery
of which his friendship could not resist exaggerating, Talbot’s desire
to become the purchaser of the picture.
“Yes,” said the artist, as his eye glanced delightedly over his labour;
“yes, I believe when it is once seen there will be many candidates!”
“No doubt,” answered Clarence; “and for that reason you cannot blame
Talbot for wishing to forestall all other competitors for the prize;”
and then, continuing the encouraging nature of the conversation,
Clarence enlarged upon the new hopes of his friend, besought him to
take time, to spare his health, and not to injure both himself and his
performance by over-anxiety and hurry. Clarence concluded by retailing
Talbot’s assurance that in all cases and circumstances he (Talbot)
considered himself pledged to be Warner’s supporter and friend.
With something of impatience, mingled with pleasure, the painter
listened to all these details; nor was it to Linden’s zeal nor to
Talbot’s generosity, but rather to the excess of his own merit, that he
secretly attributed the brightening prospect offered him.
The indifference which Warner, though of a disposition naturally kind,
evinced at parting with a friend who had always taken so strong an
interest in his behalf, and whose tears at that moment contrasted
forcibly enough with the apathetic coldness of his own farewell, was a
remarkable instance how acute vividness on a single point will deaden
feeling on all others. Occupied solely and burningly with one intense
thought, which was to him love, friendship, health, peace, wealth,
Warner could not excite feelings, languid and exhausted with many and
fiery conflicts, to objects of minor interest, and perhaps he inwardly
rejoiced that his musings and his study would henceforth be sacred even
from friendship.
Deeply affected, for his nature was exceedingly unselfish, generous,
and susceptible, Clarence tore himself away, placed in the grandmother’s
hand a considerable portion of the sum he had received from Talbot,
hurried into his carriage, and found himself on the high road to
fortune, pleasure, distinction, and the Continent.
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