The Disowned — Volume 04Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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The Disowned — Volume 04
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"Dearest!" said he, tenderly yet reproachfully, "yet up, and the hour
so late and yourself so weak? Fie, I must learn to scold you."
"And how," answered the intruder, "how could I sleep or rest while you
are consuming your very life in those thankless labours?"
"By which," interrupted the writer, with a faint smile, "we glean our
scanty subsistence."
"Yes," said the wife (for she held that relation to the student), and
the tears stood in her eyes, "I know well that every morsel of bread,
every drop of water, is wrung from your very heart's blood, and I--I
am the cause of all; but surely you exert yourself too much, more than
can be requisite? These night damps, this sickly and chilling air,
heavy with the rank vapours of the coming morning, are not suited to
thoughts and toils which are alone sufficient to sear your mind and
exhaust your strength. Come, my own love, to bed; and yet first come
and look upon our child, how sound she sleeps! I have leaned over her
for the last hour, and tried to fancy it was you whom I watched, for
she has learned already your smile and has it even when she sleeps."
"She has cause to smile," said the husband, bitterly.
"She has, for she is yours! and even in poetry and humble hopes, that
is an inheritance which may well teach her pride and joy. Come, love,
the air is keen, and the damp rises to your forehead,--yet stay, till
I have kissed it away."
"Mine own love," said the student, as he rose and wound his arm round
the slender waist of his wife, "wrap your shawl closer over your
bosom, and let us look for one instant upon the night. I cannot sleep
till I have slaked the fever of my blood: the air has nothing of
coldness in its breath for me."
And they walked to the window and looked forth. All was hushed and
still in the narrow street; the cold gray clouds were hurrying fast
along the sky; and the stars, weak and waning in their light, gleamed
forth at rare intervals upon the mute city, like expiring watch-lamps
of the dead.
They leaned out and spoke not; but when they looked above upon the
melancholy heavens, they drew nearer to each other, as if it were
their natural instinct to do so whenever the world without seemed
discouraging and sad.
At length the student broke the silence; but his thoughts, which were
wandering and disjointed, were breathed less to her than vaguely and
unconsciously to himself. "Morn breaks,--another and another!--day
upon day!--while we drag on our load like the blind beast which knows
not when the burden shall be cast off and the hour of rest be come."
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