Lord Beauchamp I say, the son thus endowed, who should have succeeded
to these accumulated honours, died on his travels at Bologna of the
small-pox, in the flower of his youth. His afflicted mother in reply
to a letter of consolation expressed herself thus: “The dear lamented
son I have lost was the pride and joy of my heart: but I hope I may be
the more easily excused for having looked on him in this light, since
he was not so from the outward advantages he possessed, but from the
virtues and rectitude of his mind. The prospects which flattered me in
regard to him, were not drawn from his distinguished rank, or from the
beauty of his person; but from the hopes that his example would have
been serviceable to the cause of virtue, and would have shown the
younger part of the world that it was possible to be cheerful without
being foolish or vicious, and to be religious without severity or
melancholy. His whole life was one uninterrupted course of duty and
affection to his parents, and when he found the hand of death upon
him, his only regret was to think on the agonies which must rend their
hearts: for he was perfectly contented to leave the world, as his
conscience did not reproach him with any presumptuous sins, and he
hoped his errors would be forgiven. Thus he resigned his innocent soul
into the hands of his merciful Creator, on the evening of his
birthday, which completed him nineteen.”
[Footnote 1: SHIRLEY.]
In another letter she says, “when I lost my dear, and by me
ever-lamented son, every faculty to please (if ever I were possessed
of any such) died with him. I have no longer any cheerful thoughts to
communicate to my friends; but as the joy and pride of my heart
withers in his grave, my mind is continually haunting those mansions
of the dead, and is but too inattentive to what passes in a world
where I have still duties and attachments which I ought to be, and I
hope I may truly say, I am, thankful for. But I enjoy all these
blessings with trembling and anxiety, for after my dear Beauchamp,
what human things can appear permanent? Youth, beauty, virtue, health,
were not sufficient to save him from the hand of death, and who then
can think themselves secure? These are the melancholy considerations
which generally entertain my waking hours; though sometimes I am able
to view the bright side of my fate, and ask myself for whom I grieve?
only for myself? how narrow an affection does this imply! Could he
have lived long as my fondest wish desired, what could I have asked at
the end of that term more than the assurance that he should be placed
where I humbly hope, and confidently trust, he is, beyond the reach of
sorrow, sin, or sickness?”
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