He thought that if it should snow heavily enough he would use the sleigh
when he started out in the afternoon. There were several sick children
to visit on opposite horizons of his neighborhood. The sound of the
bells as he drove in at their front gates might have value: it would not
only mean the coming of his sleigh, but it would suggest to them the
approach of that mysterious Sleigh of the World which that night they
were expecting. Afterwards he was to go to a distant county seat for a
consultation. His road home was a straight turnpike: it would be late
when he returned, perhaps far in the night; and he would have the sound
of the bells to himself--the bells and his thoughts and Christmas Eve.
This plan of Dr. Birney's regarding the children laid bare one of his
ideas as a physician. For years he had employed increasingly in his
practice the power of suggestion. For years life as he sometimes
surmised had employed the power of suggestion on him. He felt assured
that in treating the sick there are cases where every suggestion of
happiness that can reach a patient draws him back toward life: every
suggestion of unhappiness lowers his vitality and helps to roll him over
the precipice: the final push need be a very slight one. The melody of
sleighbells falling on the ears of the sick children that afternoon
might have the weight of a sunbeam on delicate scales and tip the
balances as he wished: he believed that many a time the weight of a
mental sunbeam was all that was needed to decide the issue.
He looked at his watch. It was ten o'clock, and dinner was served at
one, and he had a tranquil outlook for three hours of work. The only
remaining source from which an interruption could have reached him was
his wife. His wife!--his wife never--intruded.
Not three hours, but two hours and a half, to be exact; for the
dining-room adjoined his library, and every day at half past twelve
o'clock his wife entered the dining-room to superintend final
preparations for dinner: from the instant of her entrance concentration
of mind ended for him: he occupied himself with things less important
and with odds and ends for mind and body.
She would draw the shades of the windows delicately to temper the light
according as the day was cloudy or cloudless; she would bring fresh
flowers for the table; she would inspect the clearness of the cut glass,
the brightness of the silver, the snowiness of the napkins; she would
prepare at the sideboard a salad, a sauce; she would give a final push
to the chairs--last of all a straightening push to his. All the lower
drudgery of the servants and all the higher domestic triumphs of her
skill led to his chair--as to a kind of throne where the function of
feeding reigned. With that final adjustment of the piece of furniture in
which his body was to be at ease while it gorged itself, with that act
of grade, the doors were opened; dinner was announced; he walked in, and
faced his wife, and dined--with Nemesis.
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