During this interval also she addressed her commands to the maid in
tones lowered not to disturb him. He could not hear the words, but there
was no mistaking the tones! What beautiful, eager, victorious, thrilling
tones--over a dish of steaming vegetables--over a savory toast! They
forced him to be reminded that the nature of his wife was not a brook
run dry; its leaping waters were merely turned away into another
channel. Only when she spoke with him did the cadence of her tones sag;
then all the modulations ran downhill as into some inner pit of
emptiness.
It was impossible for him to believe that the occasional chuckle and
cackle of the maid during these whispered colloquies grew out of
aspersions winged at him--at the hungry ogre, middle-aged, almost
corpulent, on the other side of the wall; at the species of advanced
gorilla, poorly disguised in collar and necktie and midway garments;
and with wool and leather drawn over his lower pair of modernized
walking hands! Yet the truth was undeniable that when dinner was
announced and he went in, the maid, standing behind her mistress's
chair, fixed her gaze on him with fresh daily delight in understanding
or misunderstanding the wretchedness of the household.
The first time he had ever seen this maid was one evening upon going in
to supper. They were expecting guests, and his wife wore an evening
gown. As he seated himself, he became aware almost without glancing
across the table that something novel had arrived upon the
scene--something youthful yet as immemorial as Erebus. Behind the
glistening whiteness of his wife's bust with its cold proud dignity,
there was something sable--birdlike--all beak and eyes--with a small
head on which grew a kind of ruffled indignant feathers. He tried to
take no further notice of the apparition, but could not escape the
experience that several times during the meal he rescued his biscuit as
from between the claws of a competing raven.
In the course of time, as this combination of black and white refused to
dissolve and rather coalesced into a duality holding good for meal
hours, he felt impelled to characterize the alliance--to envisage for
his own relief the totality of its comic gloom. So he called it his
_Bust of Pallas_ and his _Nevermore_. And his _Nevermore_, perched
behind his _Bust of Pallas_ at every function, fixed her dull stupid
eyes on him in unceasing judgment. He was never quite persuaded of the
human reality of her; never fully believed that she reached to the
carpet: and he never got up from the table to see whether she cast a
shadow on the floor; but he knew that it was the fowl's intention to
cast whatsoever shadow it carried about with it _upon him_.
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