The fourth side of his bookcase held the books that came and went as a
stream, entering and passing on: he drank from them as they flowed by.
Always they were books of fiction or biography which held in solution
the truth of the human matter about some life that had fought or was
fighting its path through to victory. Always he would have books of
victory. By preference it must be a story real or imagined of some boy,
youth, young man, middle-aged man, who was in the struggle for existence
and who was on the side of survival. He kept in mind the words of a
great Frenchman that the way to make an impression upon the world is to
plough through humanity like a cannon-ball or to creep through it like a
pestilence. But he knew that in this world there are very few human
cannonballs, though of such pestilence there is always more than enough.
Rather every common man's life, and every uncommon man's life, is a
drawn sword that has to cut its way through all other drawn swords. Here
were the books which disclosed the mettle of a character: the last
magnificent refusal to be ruined by evil which is the very breath of a
man and the slow measure of the world's advance. So that, while much is
always failing in everybody, all is never failing. Out of the blackest
abyss there arises in the wounded and prostrate some white peak of
unmelting innocence--at the base of which Life's battle rages.
Many a time long after midnight he would read to a finish some such
triumphant story; and with a murmur of "Well done!" he would close the
book, turn out his lamp, and go to sleep in his chair with his clothes
on--with that scene of victory emptying its echoes into his ear and his
dreams.
Here, then, was some discrete knowledge of the doctor as a doctor and as
a man. But there was one thing in his library that blended these two
separate aspects, showing how the man felt as a physician and how the
physician felt as a man. This was a series of pictures running around
the walls and connecting great epochs in the progress of Medicine.
He had a liking, as the world has, for some brief series of climaxes
that will depict a subject at a glance. Very memorable to him was
Shakespeare's Seven Ages--because they were seven and were thus easily
grasped by poetry and reason. But he knew that Shakespeare might as
truly have substituted another seven--with as good poetry and reason; or
he might have made the ages fourteen or forty-nine or forty-nine
hundred; for actually the ages of a man's life are infinite; but being
reduced to seven, we all recognize them.
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