While we were in the Towers nothing happened worth recording. I remember
trying to picture to myself in the little room which looked like a
grocery store all the horrors of the place, how the executioners and
their assistants approached the prisoners with their monstrous machines,
how so many illustrious persons were martyred, and all the terrible
griefs and agonies which had been witnessed within these walls. But
the transformation had taken all the romance away, and the labels,
“Senna,” “Hops,” etc., did not inspire imagination. Even the Bon
Bee Tower, also called Bavarde, on account of the terrible cries which
were heard in it, has been changed into offices. However, I must not
complain. These are all the signs of progress and a more enlightened
age.
But we penetrated into that part of the Conciergerie which has changed
little during all these centuries, which had not been spoiled by the
plasterer and in which all the stones could tell their own history; then
it was that a most inexplicable fever took possession of me, and when we
had reached the dark end of the walk of the “Straw Dealers,” I cried
out from my soul, “Zounds! this is the walk of the Straw Dealers.”
I turned around immediately to find out who had uttered these words.
They were all staring at me, and I was convinced that it was myself who
had cried out. It seemed so strange. The voice was not like mine, but it
had emanated from me. Even now it is unaccountable.
The Warden pretended that we had passed the walk of the “Straw
Dealers.” I told him that I knew the place better than he, for I had
lain there on the straw myself. But I had never been in the Conciergerie
before, and yet I was sure of it. It is difficult to explain. While
we walked through the chapel of the Girondists, and the Warden was
explaining the story to us, I played with my umbrella. I tried to appear
natural and collected. Although the things which happened were quite
natural, and not the result of any effort, a cold perspiration seized me
and I shook like a leaf. I remember that I found myself at the bottom
of the stairs, standing before a grating. I was endowed with almost
superhuman strength. Shaking the grating, I called out for the others to
follow. However, the others had gone ahead and did not hear. I called to
the Warden to open the grating. I don’t know what would have happened
if he had not done so, quickly. I was crazy, and yet everything was
natural to me. Truly, I was in a state of great nervous excitement, but
everything was lucid to me. Never before had I seen so clearly as when
in that dark cellar. Never before had I recognized a place so vividly as
when I was down there where I had never been before. My God! I did not
know them, and yet I recognized them.
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