I am a man of sound body and mind. I am a good citizen and recognize
all the laws. I believe laws are necessary for the proper regulation of
society. I dislike heartily any formalities, and in determining my lines
of conduct I have always chosen the simplest way.
I dislike imaginative people, and the occult has always been repulsive
to me. However, this is not through want of understanding, for
my friend, Adolphe Lecamus, had given himself up to the study of
spiritualism. Whoever teaches spiritualism teaches foolishness, and the
desire to question the spirits of the dead by means of the planchette
seems to me to be beyond belief, it is grotesque. However, I have
assisted at some of Adolphe’s seances which he had given for the
benefit of Marceline and myself. I have even taken a certain part in
them, desiring to prove the absurdity of his theories. My wife and I
once rested our hands on a table for a quarter of an hour waiting for it
to move. Nothing happened, and we laughed heartily at him. However, my
wife was more sympathetic, and was inclined to be a little more serious.
Women are always more susceptible to the occult and ready to believe in
the mysterious. Adolphe bought her books, which she read eagerly, and he
amused himself sometimes by willing her to sleep, by making passes with
his hands and breathing on her eyes. It seemed foolish, and I should not
have allowed it from any one else, but I have always had a liking for
Adolphe, and know that it amuses him. Marceline and he said that I was
a skeptic. However, I am not a skeptic, as a skeptic is one who doubts
all. I believe in progress, but do not believe that one person having an
unnatural influence over another tends towards progress. Therefore I am
not a skeptic, but rather a philosopher.
During his travels Adolphe read a great deal. I have had to work hard
all my life, therefore, while he is an idealist, I am a materialist.
It seems necessary for me to thus describe my character so that it may
be well understood that the happenings of the day before yesterday were
not due to any occult reasons. I visited the prison in just the same
manner as I would go to a store to buy a cravat. I wanted to learn, that
is all. Having sold my business, I have more leisure, and so I said to
myself: “I will visit the interesting places of the city of Paris.”
Fate decreed that the Conciergerie was the first place to be visited. I
do not know whether I really regret it.
At present I am calm and collected and can relate all I remember of what
happened.
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