The Drums of WarStacpoole, H. De Vere (Henry De Vere)
History
The Drums of War
Stacpoole, H. De Vere (Henry De Vere)
France -- History -- Second Empire, 1852-1870 -- Fiction
We walked to the Pavilion, and from there through the woods to
Fauchard's cottage. The bees were working in the little garden, and the
pearl-white pigeons were drawn up in parade order on the roof as if to
receive us. Never seemed so loud the shouting and laughter of the birds,
never so beautiful the rambler roses round the porch! The humble things
of Nature seemed to have put themselves en fête to welcome back their
own.
I did not go to Etiolles for some days after this. A new era of my life
had begun.
And now it was that the truth of the Vicomte's philosophy was borne in
upon me:
"You are getting yourself into a position from which you cannot escape
with honour. You cannot marry Mademoiselle Feliciani, for Paris would
not receive her as your wife."
What was I to do with her? Of course, a man of the world would have
answered the question promptly; but I was not a man of the world. And
the summer went on; and I was taken about to balls and fêtes by my
guardian, and as I was young, not bad-looking, and wealthy, I was well
received.
The summer went on, the cuckoos hoarsened in the forest of Sénart, the
splendour of Nature deepened, the corn in the fields at Evry was tall
and yellow, the grapes in the vineyards full-globed, and the
dragon-flies had attained the zenith of their magnificence, and all day
mirrored themselves in the moat of the Pavilion. Franzius, lost in his
music and in the paradise in which he found himself, had got back years
of his youth. His genius, clipped and held back, had suddenly burst into
bloom. He was projecting and carrying out a great work--an opera founded
on an old German legend. Carvalho had inspected some of the scores, and
had become enthusiastic. All was well with Franzius, but not with
Eloise. As the summer went on she seemed to droop.
At first I thought it was only my fancy, but by the end of July I was
certain.
Franzius was a frequent visitor at the Pavilion. When he was there with
us she seemed bright and gay, but when we found ourselves alone she grew
abstracted and sad. Her cheeks had lost colour, and Madame Ancelot
declared that she did not eat. The meaning of all this was plain--at
least, I thought so. She cared for me.
This thought, which would have given a lover joy, filled me with deep
sadness. I had offered and given the girl my protection, Heaven knows,
from the highest motives. And now behold the imbroglio! If she cared for
me, it was my duty to marry her and give her a future. If I married her,
society would not receive her as my wife. I had, in fact, in trying to
make her future happy, gone a long way towards ruining my own. Heaven
knows, if I had loved her, little I would have cared for society; but
the mischief and the misery of the thing was just that--I did not love
her.
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