Her perceptions, never before exercised on these subjects, were
singularly keen. Neither of the young men had spoken a word of love to
her, yet she intuitively knew that they were both under her spell. The
young girl so stupid at her books, who could never learn arithmetic and
found history a bore, had a deeper intelligence in the reading of the
human heart than anyone of the party. More than the doctor who was a
man of education, more than David who thought so much and loved to
read, more than Leff who, if his brain was not sharp, might be supposed
to have accumulated some slight store of experience, more than Daddy
John who was old and had the hoar of worldly knowledge upon him.
Compared to her they were as novices to a nun who has made an excursion
into the world and taken a bite from the apple Eve threw away.
She had no especial liking for Leff. It amused her to torment him, to
look at him with an artless, inquiring stare when he was overwhelmed by
confusion and did not know what to say. When she felt that he had
endured sufficiently she would become merciful, drop her eyes, and end
what was to her an encounter that added a new zest to her sense of
growing power.
With David it was different. Here, too, she felt her mastery, but the
slave was of another fiber. He acknowledged her rule, but he was
neither clumsy nor dumb before her. She respected his intelligence and
felt a secret jealousy of it, as of a part of him which must always be
beyond her influence. His devotion was a very dear and gracious thing
and she was proud that he should care for her. Love had not awakened
in her, but sometimes when she was with him, her admiration softened to
a warm, invading gentleness, a sense of weakness glad of itself, happy
to acknowledge his greater strength. Had David's intuitions been as
true as hers he would have known when these moments came and spoken the
words. But on such matters he had no intuitions, was a mere,
unenlightened male trying to win a woman by standing at a distance and
kneeling in timid worship.
Now sitting, sewing on the log, Susan heard a step on the gravel, and
without looking up gave it a moment's attention and knew it was Leff's.
She began to sing softly, with an air of abstraction. The steps drew
near her, she noted that they lagged as they approached, finally
stopped. She gave her work a last, lingering glance and raised her
eyes slowly as if politeness warred with disinclination, Leff was
standing before her, scowling at her as at an object of especial
enmity. He carried a small tin pail full of wild strawberries. She
saw it at once, but forebore looking at it, keeping her eyes on his
face, up which the red color ran.
"Oh, Leff," she said with careless amiability, "so you've got back."
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