First, Lizzie Follett had dropped into a chair to think, an action rare
with her. She generally thought as she whisked about her work, but this
problem called for concentration. Briefly, it was as to how to cook the
supper without heat. The gas-man had just gone away, and the gas for the
range had been cut off because she couldn’t pay a bill of twenty-nine
dollars and sixty-seven cents, or anything on account. This was
Wednesday, and she would have no more money till the children got their
various pay-envelopes on Saturday.
Though in the back of her mind she blamed herself for an unwise
distribution of the week’s funds, it was one of those situations in
which you blame yourself without seeing how you could have done
otherwise. With six to feed, and all the subsidiary expenses of a family
to meet, she had twenty-two dollars a week. Of his eighteen, Teddy gave
her fifteen, three being needed for car fares and other small
necessities. From the six she earned at the studio, Jennie contributed
three. Gladys, who was now a cash girl on seven a week, was able to turn
in four. Gussie brought nothing to the common fund as yet, for the
reason that the three-fifty which Madame Corinne conceded for the
privilege of "teaching her the millinery" allowed no margin over what
she had to spend.
To Lizzie, during the past six months, life had become an exciting game.
How to pay the minimum on every account and yet keep alive her credit
had been the calculation with which she rose in the morning and lay down
at night. It was a game that could be played successfully for two
months, or three months, or four. When it came to six, the heaping-up of
unpaid balances made it harder to go on.
It was making it impossible to go on. During the past fortnight she had
found her credit stopped at three places in The Square where Pemberton
Heights did its shopping. In vain she had tried to transfer her account
elsewhere, but Pemberton Heights is no more than a huge village where
the status of most families is known. More and more her small amount of
cash was needed for cash purposes in order that the family might live.
Lizzie sat down to cast up her assets. She had the small remnants of a
ham which could be eaten cold. She had bread and butter. If she could
only make tea.... She might have done that in a neighbor’s house, but
she shrank from exposing a situation which a lucky stroke might change.
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