"It isn’t a question of sense, Jennie; it’s one of business. If you want
to be a model, you must _be_ a model and meet the demands of the
market."
She wore the cheap linen suit that had been her best last summer, and
the corresponding hat; but her beauty being of the type which
subordinates externals to itself, she was more than adorable; she was
elegant. With tears still rolling down her cheeks, she pointed at the
sketch Wray held in his hand as he stood before her at a distance.
"Do you know what my father would do if he thought I was going to be
painted like that? He’d turn me out of doors."
Wray tossed the sketch on the table.
"Then, Jennie, there’s no use talking of it any more. You’re not that
kind of a model, and it’s that kind of a model I’m looking for."
"I’m the kind of model you were looking for when you put that
advertisement in the paper nearly a year ago. I answered it because you
said a pretty girl, not a professional—"
"Yes; that was a year ago. That’s what I wanted then. But now it’s
something else. It doesn’t follow that because you’re satisfied with an
egg for breakfast, that an egg will be enough for every meal all the
rest of your life."
She looked up reproachfully.
"Yes; all the rest of your life! That’s the way you talk. Nothing will
ever be enough for you all the rest of your life."
"No, Jennie; nothing—not as far as I see now."
"And yet you expect me to stake everything—"
"You must choose your words there, Jennie. I don’t _expect_ you to do
anything. There may have been a time when I hoped—but that’s all over.
We won’t talk of it. You’ve made up your mind; I must make up mine.
There’s nothing between us now but a question of business. I’m looking
for a model who does this kind of thing, and it doesn’t suit you to
serve my turn. Well, that settles it, doesn’t it? Our little account is
paid up to date, and so—"
She stumbled to her feet. The only form her resentment took was a
trembling of the lip and the streaming of more tears.
"But what can I _do_?"
"Do you mean for a living?"
As she nodded speechlessly, he smiled, with a faint shrug of the
shoulders.
"That’s not for me to decide, is it, Jennie? Once you’ve left me—"
"I’m not leaving you. You’re driving me away."
"Suppose we said that life was separating us? Wouldn’t that express it
better? We’ve—we’ve liked each other. I’ve never made any secret of it
on my side—have I, Jennie?—though you’re so terribly discreet on yours.
And yet life—"
"I’ve only been discreet about one thing."
"But that one thing is the whole business."
"And I wouldn’t be discreet about that if there was any other way."
"There’s the way I’ve told you about."
"Yes; and be left high and dry after two or three years, neither one
thing nor the other."
"Isn’t that looking pretty far ahead?"
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