‘I see but in that,’ said the pious Doctor, in a kind and consoling
manner, ‘I see but in a’ that, Mr. Walkinshaw, an inordinate love of
the world; and noo that ye’re awakened to a sense of your danger, the
Comforter will soon come. Ye hae ay been reputed an honest man, and no
deficient in your moral duties, as a husband, a parent, a master, and a
friend.’
Claud clasped his hands fervently together, exclaiming, ‘O God! thou
hast ever seen my hypocrisy!--Dr. Denholm,’ and he took him firmly by
the hand;--‘when I was but a bairn, I kent na what it was to hae the
innocence o’ a young heart. I used to hide the sma’ presents of siller
I got frae my frien’s, even when Maudge Dobbie, the auld kind creature
that brought me up, could na earn a sufficiency for our scrimpit meals;
I did na gang near her when I kent she was in poortith and bedrid, for
fear my heart would relent, and gar me gie her something out o’ the
gathering I was making for the redemption o’ this vile yird that is
mair grateful than me, for it repays with its fruits the care o’ the
tiller. I stifled the very sense o’ loving kindness within me; and in
furtherance of my wicked avarice, I married a woman--Heaven may forgie
the aversion I had to her; but my own nature never can.’
Dr. Denholm held up his hands, and contemplated in silence the humbled
and prostrate spirit that was thus proceeding with the frightful
confession of its own baseness and depravity.
‘But,’ cried the penitent, ‘I canna hope that ye’re able to thole
the sight that I would lay open in the inner sepulchre of my guilty
conscience--for in a’ my reprobation I had ever the right before me,
when I deliberately preferred the wrang. The angel of the Lord ceased
not, by night nor by day, to warsle for me; but I clung to Baal, and
spurned and kicked whenever the messenger of brightness and grace tried
to tak me away.’
The old man paused, and then looking towards the minister, who still
continued silent, regarding him with compassionate amazement, said,--
‘Doctor, what can I expek?’
‘O! Mr. Walkinshaw, but ye hae been a doure sinner,’ was the simple and
emphatic reply; ‘and I hope that this sense o’ the evil of your way is
an admonition to a repentance that may lead you into the right road at
last. Be ye, therefore, thankful for the warning ye hae now gotten of
the power and the displeasure of God.’
‘Many a warning,’ said Claud, ‘in tokens sairer than the plagues o’
Egypt, which but grieved the flesh, hae I had in the spirit; but still
my heart was harden’t till the destroying angel slew my first-born.’
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