The Exclusives (vol. 3 of 3)Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
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The Exclusives (vol. 3 of 3)
Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
As Lord Albert ascended to the drawing-room, followed by Mr. George
Foley, whom he had so inopportunely met at Lady Dunmelraise's door,
he felt his heart beat quick within his breast (notwithstanding the
chilling reserve with which a cold indignation steeled it), on the
sudden return of those jealous suspicions which blazed forth afresh
on finding the object of them on the very threshold of Lady Adeline's
presence at the same moment with himself.
Lord Albert was uncertain whether he should see Lady Adeline, or only
be admitted to Lady Dunmelraise. The former, however, had so far
regained an outward composure, that she had determined, should Lord
Albert call, to get over the pain of their first interview, and drink
the very dregs of her mortification at once. "I cannot suffer more,"
she said, "under any circumstances; and in the strength of this anguish
I may be better able to endure, and receive it with becoming dignity,
than at an after-time, when my treacherous heart may again yield to
delusive hopes."
Lady Adeline's mind, however, during the few hours which had elapsed
since Lady Dunmelraise had spoken to her, had profited by her mother's
kind and salutary counsel, and had, besides, found strength, in that
true spirit of resignation which bows to every event, with a perfect
conviction that every thing which concerns us is under the guidance of
a merciful Power who directs all things for our ultimate happiness; and
she acknowledged, with a feeling even of thankfulness, that, painful as
the trial was, it might have been far more painful, under circumstances
which must have rendered it of a deeper and more irremediable nature.
But after all that poor _human_ nature can do, the sense of sorrow for
a time overpowers all others; and when Lady Adeline heard Lord Albert's
well-known step, she would have fled his presence in despite of all her
previous resolves, had she not felt rooted to the spot.
It was a relief, therefore, to her, when he was announced, to see Mr.
Foley enter with him. Lady Dunmelraise was not in the room; and it was
perhaps as well that Adeline had no conscious witness of what was
passing in her breast at the moment, as it enabled her to bear herself
with more apparent ease of manner, than if any person acquainted with
her heart's secret had beheld the meeting. She received Lord Albert's
extended hand, but there was a mutual and chilling coldness in the
touch, too unlike the feeling which usually accompanied the action, for
them not both to be aware of the difference of this from any former
greetings; and each ascribed to the other the cause of this sad change.
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