The Exclusives (vol. 3 of 3)Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
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The Exclusives (vol. 3 of 3)
Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Lord Albert was looking pale and harassed, but he was perfectly
calm, and inquired, with that steady voice which a sense of deep
injury conveys at the moment, after Lady Adeline's health, while he
expressed his concern at the indisposition under which she seemed to
have suffered so much the preceding evening. Her reply was short (for
she did not dare to trust herself with any allusion to the cause of
her illness), and she thanked him in as natural a manner as she could
assume; but her lip was blanched and quivered, and a tear was almost
glistening in her eye. To any one who knew what was really passing in
her heart, she would have appeared to have been saying to herself, "Is
it possible this is Albert? my Albert?" But turning the conversation
to some indifferent subject, she addressed herself with a semblance
of vivacity to Mr. Foley; that false vivacity to which the suffering
heart, when taking refuge from the moment's pressure, resorts, in order
to conceal its true feelings. Unfortunately Lord Albert was himself
too much blinded by his own at the time, to see through the specious
disguise she assumed; and with the perversity of jealous love, he put a
false construction on her every word and whole demeanour, and thought
he beheld in both the full confirmation of his suspicions.
Under this false view, Lord Albert turned with visible indignation
away, as if to avoid the pain which Lady Adeline's behaviour inspired;
and he seemed to be intently admiring the pictures which hung on the
walls, and which he knew by heart: but as his eye wandered over them,
in fact, unconsciously, it rested on a portrait of himself,--the same
which, when awaiting Lady Adeline's arrival in London with such lively
impatience, he had then missed from its usual station. How a trifling
circumstance has power to double pain or pleasure, when it comes thus
laden with past and present allusion to the interests of the heart! The
idea at that time of its being her companion was joy to his spirit.
With what very different feelings did he regard it _now_! The whole of
his late hopes seemed to him a mockery, and his heart sickened at the
thought as he again turned from the contemplation and threw himself
into a chair.
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