The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Mademoiselle Guibert, I have come to ... to ... tell you ...”
In his face, as the lamp shone on it, she read so much confusion and
trouble that she gave way to her darkest presentiments. With a few
quick words she aroused the poor, frightened man from his stupor.
“Speak, oh, do speak! Has there been an accident? My mother ... on the
road....” She could not finish the sentence.
“No,” said the man, “I did not meet the lady.” And he relapsed into
silence.
“Well, why did you come? If you have anything to say, say it. Do be
quick!”
Straight and proud, she spoke in the commanding voice which she knew
how to take upon occasion, like Marcel. The stiffness of her bearing
quite confused the policeman, who drew the telegram from his pocket and
with his big trembling hand held it out to the girl. He tried to take
it back again, but the blue paper was already in Paule’s hand. Before
she had even opened it, she thought of her brother. She glanced over
it, said “Ah,” crushed up the telegram, and turned deadly pale. But
with a supreme effort she remained standing and did not cry. She could
not show her weakness to this man, whom she thought unfeeling, but she
had to lean on the table. This movement and her pallor were her only
admissions of weakness.
A fearful silence enveloped them. At last she was able to say without
trembling: “It is all right. You may go. I thank you.”
As he was stepping out she remembered the laws of rural hospitality and
added:
“Tell Marie to give you something to drink, please.”
But the policeman rushed through the kitchen and fled as if he had
murdered someone.
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