The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre) — John Shaqi
The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
If endeavor should stimulate us, pain ought not to crush us. But do we
not resist it less well nowadays? Physical pain, more especially, has
become unbearable to us. We need sedatives for the smallest ailments,
and we are sure that our candor will be applauded if we declare that
violent toothache is more painful than any moral pain.
Moral pain is the indispensable complement of human life. Before
suffering comes, life does not appear in its true colors, and the weak
are not always distinguishable from the strong.
“The woods, cut down, more fair and green shall grow,” said old
Ronsard. After all, life has its revenges. Even if it had not, we
still ought not to be discouraged. Many faces turn away from failure
and resent defeat, even in the case of others. That again is fear. One
day a professor of literature, not devoid of irony, having finished
a course of lectures on the “Iliad” to a class of young girls, asked
his pupils which hero they preferred, Achilles or Hector. Achilles
had an overwhelming majority. He was the conqueror. But Homer, more
clear-sighted in his psychology, gave the conquered hero the nobler and
more generous character, for he knew the share that the gods have in
the success or failure of mankind. Our finest French epic, the “Chanson
de Roland,” exalts courage under defeat.
Energy fits us to bear failure, pain, and effort. This fine quality
needs discipline. Its character depends on the use that is made of it.
To cultivate it for itself would be to imitate those people who make
sport the aim of their existence. Sport maintains or increases our
strength and our health, of which we have need in order to realise our
life; but to take them for the actual realisation of life would only
be grotesque. Nature develops itself blindly and lavishly. Everything
pertaining to the human sphere is subject to order. And, just as no
work of art can be produced without submission to the laws of harmony,
so there is no fine life without the acceptance of an order conditioned
by our dependence and our limitations. But to regulate our energy is
not to diminish it. On the contrary, it is to possess and manage it as
a horseman his well-trained horse. “The Kingdom of Heaven suffereth
violence,” says the Gospel according to Saint Matthew, “and the violent
take it by force.” Life itself suffers violence. The lukewarm and
moderate natures have never created anything; the creative are the
passionate ones who have tamed their passions.
In order to live all our life, it is important to accept it in the
past, the present, and the future as well. In the past, this means to
recognise a tradition. Neither nations nor individuals appear suddenly
in the light of day. We must therefore recognise the ties which bind
us to the country where we were born, to the race from which we have
sprung. Thus we shall extend ourselves backwards and take to ourselves
whatever there is, in the past, that still has life.
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