The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Madame Guibert sat down again, resigned. Her eyes wandered about the
little country drawing-room, through whose windows, with their double
white curtains freshly washed and ironed, the light of a summer evening
broke softly, filtering through the foliage of the tall trees outside.
The modest furniture was all in keeping; no touch of luxury marred the
effect. Its seasoned age bore cheerful testimony to past generations
and vanished tastes. There were two engravings, a hundred years old,
representing charming episodes from _Paul et Virginie_. In “The
Bath” the young girl was modestly holding up the robe that threatened
to slip from her smooth shoulder, as she gently touched the cold water
with a pretty, shivering foot. And in “The Torrent,” opposite, the
youthful Paul might be seen carrying his little friend, a light burden,
as he carefully crossed the turbulent stream. A more recent lithograph
depicted “Napoleon’s Farewell at Fontainebleau,” in which against the
dark background of thronging grenadiers the white knee-breeches of
the Emperor stood out in relief, as the central point of the historic
scene. Lastly, as if to give a more modern touch to the walls, a faded
water-color pretended to have caught the azure of an eastern sky and
also the motley hues of Abd-el-Kader’s smala, captured by a charge of
French cavalry. An upright piano, its top covered with scores, and two
music cabinets crammed to overflowing indicated an artist’s enthusiasm
for music, whereas a former grand, now bereft of its harmonious soul,
did duty as a rosewood table.
Madame Guibert’s eyes no longer took in these familiar objects, but
they caught sight of a flower-vase out of its proper place. She was
accustomed to orderliness so this lapse annoyed her and she hastened
to set it straight. This vase held her customary offering, during the
season of roses, before the cherished portraits that were at once her
joy and her sorrow. This honor was paid daily at the domestic altar,
yet withal she did not reproach herself unduly to-day for her neglect,
because of the natural preoccupation which filled her heart and mind.
From their sombre frames an enlarged photograph of her husband, Dr.
Maurice Guibert, who had died at the beginning of the previous year, a
victim to his tireless devotion to his patients during an epidemic of
typhoid fever; and also another portrait, that of her daughter Thérèse,
called to Himself by God when she was only twelve years of age, seemed
to smile upon her on this day of rejoicing in her house of mourning.
For was not the second son, Marcel, returning to France, after having
taken a prominent part in an expedition against the Fahavalos of
Madagascar?
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