The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
When Paule had gone Mme. Guibert gazed at a group-photograph of her
children. There had been six of them then. Now there were only five.
Étienne, the eldest, was an engineer in Tonkin. Marcel an officer
in the Tirailleurs. Marguerite was a Sister of Charity. François,
after failing to pass his examinations, had joined his brother in the
Far East. And Paule was the last jewel in her crown of life. What
separations, she thought--some of them eternal--had she endured in the
course of sixty years!
Paule returned from the farm with the news that Trélaz was ready. She
put on her hat in an instant and could not refrain from protesting
against her mother’s impatience. She glanced at the old clock which
mocked the dock-makers and despite innumerable repairs preserved its
own independence of spirit.
“We shall have to wait nearly an hour at the station,” she said.
“I should not like to be late,” insisted Madame Guibert.
And as she left the house she turned to the old servant, who was
putting on her spectacles in order that no details of the start might
escape her.
“Marie, mind that there are no tramps about!”
She lifted herself with an effort into the rustic carriage which had
drawn up in front of the steps. When she had settled down she smiled
sweetly at her daughter, and the fleeting expression brought back to
her face for just an instant the softness that had been so attractive
in her youth. Paule stepped up lightly beside her.
“Now, Trélaz! You will have to drive rather quickly. But don’t use the
whip, and be careful going down hill.”
“We always get there somehow,” replied the farmer philosophically.
The carriage started. It was an old time vehicle, of a long-forgotten
make. The seats ran lengthwise, and on them the passengers sat back to
back, with their feet in a wooden frame. The oddity of its build was a
never failing source of jest as people took their places in it.
The mare no less venerable, her hoof now and again striking the
rattling wheel as she descended the avenue of chestnuts and heavy
foliaged plane-trees at a walking pace and passed through the ever open
gate--necessarily so indeed, on account of its useless rusty hinges.
She turned into the Vimines road under the shadow of the oak-woods,
and, leaving behind a level-crossing, came out on the high road from
Lyons to Chambéry, which runs through the village of Cognin. There,
the road being easier, the old brown mare stepped less cautiously as
though she no longer cared how she went, and finished by breaking into
a swinging trot which seemed much too fast for the timid Madame Guibert.
The sun had already disappeared behind the Beacon, one of the peaks of
the Lépine range, but the clear light of the summer evening hung over
the countryside for quite a long time after.
“Mother, look at the mountains,” said Paule.
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