The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Alice, abashed by the boldness of the conversation, blushed for her
companion. Then wrapping herself in her own thoughts, she fell half
asleep and dreamed of the love-match which Isabelle despised, but in
connection with which certain lately-seen features dimly presented
themselves to her imagination.
Madame Dulaurens, preoccupied about the success of her At Homes
during the season, remarked to her son, who was repeating to her some
fantastic Madagascar names; “He seems to be quite a hero. We must
certainly invite him.”
And her husband, resuming the thread of a long and peaceful
conversation, agreed with Madame Orlandi.
“Above all things, calm must be preserved. That is the secret of life.”
CHAPTER II
BROTHER AND SISTER
In the friendship between brother and sister there is a frank and
simple sweetness that makes it a sentiment apart from all others. In
its nature it is free from the violent outbursts of love and those
passionate transports which are too intoxicating to be lasting. It
is distinguished, however, from ordinary friendship between persons
of the same sex, by the element of modest discretion and tenderness
introduced into it by the woman. What makes it still more singular is
the marvellous ability of the two parties to such a friendship to think
and to feel alike, this springing from a common origin and a childhood
spent together. The two can then understand a half-uttered word, can
call back memories at the same moment, can live again together the days
of old and inhale again the perfume of the past. Even love itself lacks
this quality and may well envy its possession.
Seated in two basket-chairs in the garden of Le Maupas, Marcel and
Paule Guibert, with no waste of useless confidences, realised the joy
of discovering that during their separation life had ripened and
molded their souls alike even though a great distance had separated
them. They thought otherwise than in former days, but they still
thought together.
“I am so happy here,” said the young man, “that I want to do nothing
all day long.”
Marcel was tired and needed rest. In spite of his robust health,
he showed some traces of his life in the colonies. He still had
attacks of fever, though they grew rarer and rarer. He looked to the
health-bringing air of Savoy to put new life into him.
It was one of those calm summer afternoons in the country, when it
seems that one can almost feel the vibration of the sunshine. Not a
breath of air fanned their faces. Only in the tree-tops a lazy breeze
stirred the delicate leaves of the lime-trees, which trembled and
showed by turn the dark green of their upper and the pale green of
their lower surfaces.
On the rustic table, its round top cut from a single slate, were
scattered papers and letters. Paule set herself to open the mail to
which her brother paid so little heed.
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