The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Oh, only half-mourning! It is eighteen months now.” She turned again
to the Captain. “We are going on Sunday to the Battle of Flowers at
Aix. Do come with us. It will be an excuse for an excursion. And in the
evening we are to dine at the Club with a few friends, quite a small
party. You will meet some comrades there--Count de Marthenay, who is in
the dragoons, and Lieutenant Berlier, your friend, is he not? You have
heard that they are talking of his marriage with Isabelle Orlandi, the
beauty.”
She gave out the falsehood, which she had invented on the spur of the
moment, for the purpose of wounding the proud Paule who dared to cross
her wishes. Woman can see, it is hard to say how, by some method of
divination of which both the desire to please and the desire to injure
make her mistress, those affinities which cause the hearts, souls, and
bodies of men and women to seek and find one another. How excellent a
plan it is, for instance, to make a dinner-party go off well by placing
the guests according to one’s ideas of their sympathies--the very way,
perhaps to bring those sympathies into being. Again, the evil-speaking
that there is in the world bears witness to remarkable intuition and
marvellous powers of analysis. In the majority of cases the libel rests
on no positive evidence, and yet there is all the appearance of truth.
The persons concerned are sketched with a natural touch, cruelly of
course, but always with due regard to probability.
Madame Dulaurens gained nothing tangible by the exercise of her
inventive faculty, for the young girl gave no sign; whether it was
because she had learnt self-restraint so early or because the news was
really indifferent to her.
“Then we can count on you?” she demanded, pretending to be waiting for
the answer from Marcel’s own lips.
Alice glanced at the young officer with her eyes pale as the Savoy
skies; while Paule also had her eye on him, but her look was serious.
He understood perfectly that Madame Dulaurens was trying to separate
him from his sister; and, listening to the guidance of that family
loyalty which Dr. Guibert had instilled into each of his children, he
refused the invitation.
“Thank you, Madame, but my homecoming has revived so many recent
sorrows that I do not wish to leave Le Maupas.”
There was a flash of joy in the dark eyes, while long quivering lashes
veiled the downcast blue ones.
“He is in need of rest,” put in Madame Guibert.
Alice was looking over the graveled courtyard. She spoke now with a
slight blush.
“It was your father who cured me. Once you used to come to La Chênaie
very often. Paule was my dearest friend. You must not give us up.”
When at last she raised her pale blue eyes she met Marcel’s glance and
smiled. Then she blushed again, for her color was influenced by the
secret workings of her heart.
“They shall certainly call upon you, Mademoiselle Dulaurens,” said
Madame Guibert, rather surprised at Paule’s silence.
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