The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre) — John Shaqi
The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Hidden behind his wife, M. Dulaurens was bowing with unnecessary
frequency. He was dressed in grey from head to foot. Instinctively he
had found the right protective coloring for himself. He lived in a
state of timid admiration of the woman who, despite his lowly origin,
on account of his great fortune, had married him, and who gave him to
understand on every possible occasion the extent of her sacrifice. This
marriage, the foundation alike of his self-respect and his political
opinions, had endowed him with a deep respect for the nobility, of whom
the type to him was his wife’s handsome person, stately and massive,
commanding of feature, imperious and with a voice both authoritative
and disagreeable. Alice stepped out last. She was wearing a pale blue
dress, the delicate shade of which suited her very well. She came
forward with a languid grace, which suggested that with her beauty
frail health was combined. Marcel had eyes henceforward for no one
but the girl. There was no pleasure expressed in his replies to the
compliments heaped upon him, against which indeed his modesty and his
soldierly sense of honor revolted.
There was no doubt that this visit was paid to him, and that he was
the aim and object of it. Although she treated Madame Guibert and
Paule with politeness and even with kindness--with a haughty and
condescending kindness which did not deceive the daughter, who was
more acute, or better versed in the ways of the world, than her
mother--still it was to Marcel that Madame Dulaurens, _née_ de
Vélincourt, kept turning, as if she desired to capture for herself his
new-born celebrity and bear him away in the carriage with her.
Finally she spoke out quite frankly: “Well, young man, you have been
home several days and you are never seen anywhere. One would think you
were in hiding. That is not like you, as the enemy well knows.”
“The enemy” was a conveniently vague name for the distant tribes whose
complicated names she could not trouble to keep in her memory.
M. Dulaurens, who had a sincere admiration for action and courage in
other people, hastened to emphasize his wife’s allusion. “Yes, it was
a hard campaign,” he said. “The Government’s lack of foresight.... You
had few calm moments.”
Paule with difficulty suppressed a hearty laugh as she heard the fatal
adjective. So often was the word “calm” on M. Dulaurens’s lips that he
had been nicknamed Sir Calm by those who tried to find a single phrase
to express both his aristocratic pretensions and his love of peace.
“All our friends wish to make your acquaintance,” his wife continued.
“Please make my house your own, if you care to come.” And then, as
though suddenly noticing Paule’s presence, she added, “With your
sister, of course.”
They would put up with the sister for the sake of entertaining the
brother. The slight pause had shown how the case stood. It was Paule
who replied:
“Thank you very much, Madame Dulaurens, but we are still in mourning.”
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