The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
The Dulaurens family and their party filled the first row of the grand
stand, Jean Berlier next to Isabelle, Marcel Guibert between Madame
Dulaurens and Alice. Paule had refused to come with her brother, who
sat quite silent, thinking of the sad faces of the women at home and
regretting the peace and sweetness of Le Maupas, while beginning to
experience the first humiliating inner symptoms of love.
The band began to play dance music, and to the strains of its light
rhythm, almost drowned by laughter and shouting, the battle opened.
Late arrivals, hurrying across the race course eager to take part in
the fun, were mingled in a distracted mass of gay parasols and dresses
on the lawn.
It was at the little ones that the first bouquets were thrown, gently
tossed by delicate hands. The children opened the flowery procession
like harbingers of spring, delicious buds of humanity. Rosy babies
with bare arms, riding donkeys which carried them triumphantly in big
red baskets; small sailor boys proudly wielding their pasteboard oars
in long canoes decked with reeds, drawn by Arab horses whose tails
and flowing manes served as angry waves; tiny girls dressed in pink,
peeping out from green nests like wonderful birds; all this little
company, guarded by an escort of careful nurses, was mad with applause
and sunshine, with music and gaiety. It was like the youthful Bacchus
in his triumph.
Slowly the carriages following them came up one after another and took
their part in the gentle strife. They bore the very grace of the earth,
the beauty of women and the scent of flowers. The soul of the plundered
gardens still pervaded these moving flower-beds. English dog-carts,
tilburies, victorias, phaetons, landaus, all were smothered in flowers
of a thousand hues--heavy moon-daisies, purple as an autumn sunset;
while marguerites, the lover’s fortune-teller; gladioles with their
red bells merrily a-ring; cyclamens the color of the lees of wine, the
rare and precious jewels of Mont Revard’s crown; hydrangeas with their
pink and pale blue globes; orchids of varying hue, splendid in their
triumphant leaflessness, or still more glorious in a setting of exotic
palm-branches or of red forest-heather, whose tiny branches are so
slender and sensitive that the heat of the day is sufficient to stir
them.
Half outstretched among these sumptuous spoils of the ransacked
gardens, the young women of the procession smiled in quiet confidence.
They relied on the pleasure stirred by their irreproachable forms
to complete their own success in the contest against the beautiful
blossoms of mother earth. For they knew full well that they themselves
were the sovereign flowers, more seductive and intoxicating than all
others, since they could supplement the still unconscious grace of
nature with the harmony of motion and the wonder of the intelligent
mind. On the splendid, supple stem of a woman’s perfect form, is not
the face set as though it were the divine calyx of beauty?
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